scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-3

It was a good few months where I was an 8 or 9, but the cigarettes are wearing off and my need to feel TOUCH is rising all over again. I'm starting to long for another partner though, I guess that's something. However, it's going to be a tough journey all over again. I'm just not feeling it anymore.

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0
my day was a total waste
most of my days are

5, which is pretty decent. I get to see my psychologist tomorrow and we always have a good chat.
He's a sarcastic and brilliant, elderly curmudgeon. He gets it no matter what I say.

6

4 ... someone jumped on me in this forum, levied a false accusation, and proceeded to lecture me. Who needs the grief?

I have a very low tolerance for rude behavior.



Words to live by.

I think I'll take an extended break from this site.

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-8

0. I was just in the hospital for my depression, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts (which is why I suddenly disappeared). So on the one paw, I'm happy to be home, but on the other, I've had to quit my job, because one, I need to re-teach myself how to live properly and take proper care of myself and two, I'll be getting regular outpatient ECT for at least a few weeks. And considering how exhausted I was every day after just three hours of working at the job I had, the possibility of never really being able to work and having to live entirely off of whatever disability benefits I can get is looking very, very real - so I'll also have to come to terms with that. But right now, overall I'm feeling pretty neutral.

-10

there is a strike of truck drivers going on. lots of things missing at the supermarket, everything expensive, no buses in the city because there is no fuel available. there is no fuel in my parent's are too. my sister got assaulted and hurt they got her car, she have a severe case of depression and maybe some other issues and i'm so afraid how it will impact her right now. she is all alone in another city, my mom is trying to get there but they are unsure if there will be buses. and then i'm supposed to care about my project for university? how can i care for it?

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-1

Where's that support when you need it? I purposely made myself blind to the help thats around be to the point where I'm terrified to ask for help. It makes me feel less like a person and more like a helpless child who doesn't know how to handle themselves.

7

-10000000000

i'm getting so much venezuela vibes of the current situation
couldn't buy bananas or any fruits today
stocked on chicken and pasta
luckily found some overpriced potatoes after going to 4 different places
no buses and the university is closed

i wish i hadn't come back home and stayed at my parents'? there is also messy but at least i wouldn't be alone and we grow a lot of things, so do the neighbors. i hope it won't last long.

-1

Damn...some serious crap is happening in Brazil.

I hope you and your family are okay.

I’m pretty neutral myself—about Minus 2.