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27 Aug 2018, 7:13 pm

-10. I am wandering around the city just wondering if maybe I'll find a girlfriend but there is none to be found. :(



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27 Aug 2018, 7:23 pm

sly279 wrote:
kazanscube wrote:
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AnonymousAnonymous wrote:
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-20 still


We're always here for you whenever you need support.


Doubtful, most the people here would prefer I die.


Absolutely not sir, you are still human and deserve the rights of a human. :x


Pretty sure I’m sub human, that how others view and treat me.


i'm sure you're very, very human. your expressions of pain make your humanity clear.



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27 Aug 2018, 7:27 pm

cathylynn, did you forget about me? :cry:



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27 Aug 2018, 8:14 pm

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cathylynn, did you forget about me? :cry:


no, what's up?



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27 Aug 2018, 8:19 pm

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cathylynn, did you forget about me? :cry:


no, what's up?


I tried to go around the city to see if I could find a girlfriend but I couldn't find one. :(



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27 Aug 2018, 8:37 pm

Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
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cathylynn, did you forget about me? :cry:


no, what's up?


I tried to go around the city to see if I could find a girlfriend but I couldn't find one. :(


give yourself a pat on the back for trying. none of us are in the "results" department. we put in our effort and the universe does whatever. i understand, though, that trying without the desired results can get frustrating.



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27 Aug 2018, 8:41 pm

sly279 wrote:
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-20 still


We're always here for you whenever you need support.


Doubtful, most the people here would prefer I die.


false


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27 Aug 2018, 9:18 pm

cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn, did you forget about me? :cry:


no, what's up?


I tried to go around the city to see if I could find a girlfriend but I couldn't find one. :(


give yourself a pat on the back for trying. none of us are in the "results" department. we put in our effort and the universe does whatever. i understand, though, that trying without the desired results can get frustrating.


I feel like everyone except me got invited to the dating club. They got their invitations and mine got lost in the mail. It's so frustrating and discouraging. It's partly why I've wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.



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27 Aug 2018, 9:47 pm

Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn, did you forget about me? :cry:


no, what's up?


I tried to go around the city to see if I could find a girlfriend but I couldn't find one. :(


give yourself a pat on the back for trying. none of us are in the "results" department. we put in our effort and the universe does whatever. i understand, though, that trying without the desired results can get frustrating.


I feel like everyone except me got invited to the dating club. They got their invitations and mine got lost in the mail. It's so frustrating and discouraging. It's partly why I've wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.


when i was suicidal, my doc asked me to sell my gun. i did.



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27 Aug 2018, 10:09 pm

Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn, did you forget about me? :cry:


no, what's up?


I tried to go around the city to see if I could find a girlfriend but I couldn't find one. :(


give yourself a pat on the back for trying. none of us are in the "results" department. we put in our effort and the universe does whatever. i understand, though, that trying without the desired results can get frustrating.


I feel like everyone except me got invited to the dating club. They got their invitations and mine got lost in the mail. It's so frustrating and discouraging. It's partly why I've wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.


Wouldn’t give the antis the satisfaction and it’s hardly fool proof, might end up paralyzed and worse off. Can’t discuss other better ways here. I have lots of time to consider options though.



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27 Aug 2018, 10:10 pm

Kiprobalhato wrote:
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AnonymousAnonymous wrote:
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-20 still


We're always here for you whenever you need support.


Doubtful, most the people here would prefer I die.


false


I voted for and support trump so I’m pure evil as bad as Hitler.



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27 Aug 2018, 10:12 pm

cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
kazanscube wrote:
sly279 wrote:
AnonymousAnonymous wrote:
sly279 wrote:
-20 still


We're always here for you whenever you need support.


Doubtful, most the people here would prefer I die.


Absolutely not sir, you are still human and deserve the rights of a human. :x


Pretty sure I’m sub human, that how others view and treat me.


i'm sure you're very, very human. your expressions of pain make your humanity clear.


Animals express pain and emotions.
Animals are kinder to me too.



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27 Aug 2018, 10:21 pm

No matter what we all say, how loving, sweet, sincere and kind our words are, your self-hatred has swallowed you whole, and you will always have the last word saying how horrible and bad you supposedly are. I truly hope you will one day see yourself for what you are truly worth instead of the horrible image the demons in your mind have created.

From a Wolf to a Fox, I wish you all the strength in the world, Sly. Good luck!


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27 Aug 2018, 10:38 pm

@sly279, you are a sweet and nice person. i really like you and have a few good memories of you being so nice to me here. i appreciate that a lot and i hope you feel better soon. :heart:



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27 Aug 2018, 10:43 pm

cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn, did you forget about me? :cry:


no, what's up?


I tried to go around the city to see if I could find a girlfriend but I couldn't find one. :(


give yourself a pat on the back for trying. none of us are in the "results" department. we put in our effort and the universe does whatever. i understand, though, that trying without the desired results can get frustrating.


I feel like everyone except me got invited to the dating club. They got their invitations and mine got lost in the mail. It's so frustrating and discouraging. It's partly why I've wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.


when i was suicidal, my doc asked me to sell my gun. i did.


I would visualize shooting myself in the head around the time I truly became depressed. That was almost 13 years ago. I've seen some say they are glad they didn't kill themselves because their dreams became true shortly but I am still suffering.



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27 Aug 2018, 11:19 pm

Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Marknis wrote:
cathylynn, did you forget about me? :cry:


no, what's up?


I tried to go around the city to see if I could find a girlfriend but I couldn't find one. :(


give yourself a pat on the back for trying. none of us are in the "results" department. we put in our effort and the universe does whatever. i understand, though, that trying without the desired results can get frustrating.


I feel like everyone except me got invited to the dating club. They got their invitations and mine got lost in the mail. It's so frustrating and discouraging. It's partly why I've wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.


when i was suicidal, my doc asked me to sell my gun. i did.


I would visualize shooting myself in the head around the time I truly became depressed. That was almost 13 years ago. I've seen some say they are glad they didn't kill themselves because their dreams became true shortly but I am still suffering.


do you have a gun?