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I colored with an app for while

I really wanted to be a comic book artist or atleast a character designer but I got a failing grade in a college art class. That made my dreams fall and shatter on the ground.

i do like you!! i know we have different opinions on a few things, but above all, i value people who are sweet and nice. i know society expect some kind of behavior of men, but i'm sure a lot of people don't get blind by those stereotypes. it's ok to be sweet and naive and there is people who can appreciate it.

Why is everyone ignoring me?

Beautifully done Sly! That’s a lot of fine detail in the middle one. What app did you use? I tried one but found it difficult. I’ve always wanted to paint or draw, but what I feel on the inside just doesn’t come out the way I would like it to.

NICE!

sometimes, i just don't know what to say. and tonight, i was at a meeting for 3 hours, so am now just catching up.

Why was I given a desire for art but the talent was denied? I hate that I was born in the Bible Belt and was preyed upon by rednecks.

It’s app called pigment. There’s a option to limit it to just regions(between lines) so you color in line, can also do click and fill, but some paint choices like pastels work better coloring. I may consider paying for it again. I did like the app.
I spend hours coloring each one. Looking for color and material choices. I like the wood effect ones for some stuff. Found another fox one I may do.

I'm sorry. I didn't meant to ignore you. I kind of understand this feeling of having artistic aspirations crushed by education.

i would have loved to have been a musician, but have poor manual dexterity and a good, but not great, voice. today, i understand and enjoy other people's performances and sometimes sing in a chorus. i express my love, but have to make my living elsewhere.

ugh

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Nobody is ignoring you. Just because you live in an area where people enjoy thinking of you as a threat does not mean you're actually a threat to anyone.

Such people who believe that you are a threat just have problems with themselves.

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I have a sinus infection that's making me feel poorly physically (I have practically perpetual sinus issues from about August through April or so and am quite prone to sinus infections - it's really obnoxious, and I worry about the amount of antibiotics I end up taking over those months for said infections, about it leading to antibiotic-resistant bacteria and stuff). Also, looking at all the things I'd need to do/be able to do in order to live on my own (particularly transportation, as I don't know that I'll ever be in a position where I should be driving due to slow reflexes and attention problems (for example, if a bird flies across the road, my eyes will instinctively follow it instead of staying on the road, and there's nothing I can do about it (motion of any kind instantly grabs my attention - I joke that I have T-rex vision)), and the bus system around here is not set up very well or conveniently, because we're in a suburban area where it's expected that almost everyone drives) makes me go back to wondering if it's ever going to happen - and if indeed it is, it won't be any time soon, after all Plus I feel bad about giving in and self-harming last night, but at the same time, I want to do it again.