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03 Sep 2018, 7:55 pm

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-8. Changing weather plus lack of sleep plus sinus infection equals massive headache. I still really want to make some sort of progress toward living on my own, but don't see that happening any time soon. And once I am, then what? I'll still just be a lazy layabout doing nothing of any value to anyone, really just existing and biding the time until I die - I'll just be doing it on my own. But there's no way I can work any job in the forseeable future, I have no particular skills or talents or anything... what am I supposed to do? And I'm just so dang tired of living... I wish I could just die of natural causes already, that would make things so much easier, for everyone.

And a much more mild complaint, I really wish I had something to do for Halloween where 1, the costume I've been working on would be appropriate, and 2, people would actually recognize what I was supposed to be (a Cenobite from Hellraiser - one I created myself). But since I rarely even interact with anyone outside of my immediate family, I'll probably just be sitting at home by myself, watching horror movies on my own, again (which isn't anything out of the ordinary for me - I do that all year round).


you should be here. my sister LOVES halloween. she runs a free drop-in center for folks with mental illness. there will be a halloween bash there. she's a movie buff and would recognize your costume.

as far as the less-mild complaint, you're useful. you gave sly a hug. and, anyway, being able to enjoy yourself (horror movies or whatever) is just as important as being useful. all humans have worth just by being human.



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04 Sep 2018, 1:30 am

Why did life give me the desire for love but deny me it at the same time? :(



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04 Sep 2018, 6:01 am

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04 Sep 2018, 3:14 pm

-10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 i want the earth to open and then i can just lay there forever. i was doing good but the universe doesn't seem to enjoy my happiness.



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04 Sep 2018, 3:50 pm

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-10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 i want the earth to open and then i can just lay there forever. i was doing good but the universe doesn't seem to enjoy my happiness.

Hugs , what happen?



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04 Sep 2018, 3:58 pm

dragonsanddemons wrote:
-8. Changing weather plus lack of sleep plus sinus infection equals massive headache. I still really want to make some sort of progress toward living on my own, but don't see that happening any time soon. And once I am, then what? I'll still just be a lazy layabout doing nothing of any value to anyone, really just existing and biding the time until I die - I'll just be doing it on my own. But there's no way I can work any job in the forseeable future, I have no particular skills or talents or anything... what am I supposed to do? And I'm just so dang tired of living... I wish I could just die of natural causes already, that would make things so much easier, for everyone.

And a much more mild complaint, I really wish I had something to do for Halloween where 1, the costume I've been working on would be appropriate, and 2, people would actually recognize what I was supposed to be (a Cenobite from Hellraiser - one I created myself). But since I rarely even interact with anyone outside of my immediate family, I'll probably just be sitting at home by myself, watching horror movies on my own, again (which isn't anything out of the ordinary for me - I do that all year round).

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04 Sep 2018, 4:12 pm

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04 Sep 2018, 4:26 pm

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This is going to be a bad couple of months for me (providing I survive them, of course). The Labor Day weekend was depressing because I knew there were people out there enjoying themselves while I was sitting here just brooding, watching the odd movie.

Soon, there will be a big festival in town which, of course, I'm going to miss out on since I don't attend any festivities at all, not even the upcoming film fest.

And then there'll be the holidays - Thanksgiving, Halloween, Christmas, etc., none of which I participate in. That's just how it is.


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04 Sep 2018, 7:35 pm

-2 I want to overcome a tough mental loop.


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04 Sep 2018, 8:43 pm

sly279 wrote:
ltcvnzl wrote:
-10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 i want the earth to open and then i can just lay there forever. i was doing good but the universe doesn't seem to enjoy my happiness.

Hugs , what happen?


i probably lost all the money i had that was my hopes for moving to são paulo next year



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04 Sep 2018, 11:17 pm

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This is going to be a bad couple of months for me (providing I survive them, of course). The Labor Day weekend was depressing because I knew there were people out there enjoying themselves while I was sitting here just brooding, watching the odd movie.

Soon, there will be a big festival in town which, of course, I'm going to miss out on since I don't attend any festivities at all, not even the upcoming film fest.

And then there'll be the holidays - Thanksgiving, Halloween, Christmas, etc., none of which I participate in. That's just how it is.


one thanksgiving i started a 36-hour work shift that morning. my fiance couldn't be bothered to bring me a plate of food from the feast at his mom's. i hope you survive the holidays and long past.



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05 Sep 2018, 2:06 am

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dragonsanddemons wrote:
-8. Changing weather plus lack of sleep plus sinus infection equals massive headache. I still really want to make some sort of progress toward living on my own, but don't see that happening any time soon. And once I am, then what? I'll still just be a lazy layabout doing nothing of any value to anyone, really just existing and biding the time until I die - I'll just be doing it on my own. But there's no way I can work any job in the forseeable future, I have no particular skills or talents or anything... what am I supposed to do? And I'm just so dang tired of living... I wish I could just die of natural causes already, that would make things so much easier, for everyone.

And a much more mild complaint, I really wish I had something to do for Halloween where 1, the costume I've been working on would be appropriate, and 2, people would actually recognize what I was supposed to be (a Cenobite from Hellraiser - one I created myself). But since I rarely even interact with anyone outside of my immediate family, I'll probably just be sitting at home by myself, watching horror movies on my own, again (which isn't anything out of the ordinary for me - I do that all year round).


you should be here. my sister LOVES halloween. she runs a free drop-in center for folks with mental illness. there will be a halloween bash there. she's a movie buff and would recognize your costume.

as far as the less-mild complaint, you're useful. you gave sly a hug. and, anyway, being able to enjoy yourself (horror movies or whatever) is just as important as being useful. all humans have worth just by being human.


Coworkers dress up on Halloween and goof around :( it confuses me. A lot of them also goof around and are playful at work , but we are suppose to be serious, vennmanager joks around sometimes nts confuse me.
I feel like such a outsider and working on the floor will probably be worse.



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05 Sep 2018, 2:08 am

ltcvnzl wrote:
sly279 wrote:
ltcvnzl wrote:
-10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 i want the earth to open and then i can just lay there forever. i was doing good but the universe doesn't seem to enjoy my happiness.

Hugs , what happen?


i probably lost all the money i had that was my hopes for moving to são paulo next year

:( how’d that happen?
I’m sorry that happen. Big fox hugs