Marknis wrote:
AnonymousAnonymous wrote:
Marknis wrote:
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It's been cold and rainy in my area these days. I always feel down during these times.
Even though I don't know you very well, I've read many of your posts of you wanting to something drastic to yourself because of your feelings of depression and anxiety.
Please do not give in to such feelings. You are a good person and if you do something drastic to yourself, people who look down upon you will see it as a victory for themselves.
I don't want my enemies and detractors to celebrate. That is partly why I haven't committed suicide but the struggles I go through daily still overwhelm me. People tell me not to be desperate for a girlfriend and while I know my rumination doesn't help, it still doesn't change the fact I am alone throughout the day.
Please do not be so hard on yourself. There are many people who do care about you and for all we know, there could be a girl out there who feels the same way as you; meaning that she feels that she could remain alone for the rest of her days just like you.
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