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Kiprobalhato
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09 Nov 2018, 2:59 am

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09 Nov 2018, 3:36 am

Kiprobalhato wrote:
i wish to cease living.


i don't even know why i'm so depressed anymore, only that i am.


i will never stop being an island.


i will never develop good social skills. i don't know how to talk to people. i will not ever find myself in a happy relationship again. i don't even know how to talk to anyone about this in a way that will accurately convey how i feel

-8.


.. so.. everything's good ? :mrgreen:
I just hoped it, at least, gave you half a smile..
I know the feeling, was like that a few days ago.. whatever the state of mind you are in, think of it as this is never a straight line but more of a sinusoidal curve.. all you have to do is to catch the upper curve and give it a little push to take advantage of the acceleration..
and when in the down curve, just wait for the next wave.. ;)
today +7..
see you next week.. :D


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09 Nov 2018, 4:00 am

Kip, the early 20s are very often a very dark burnout phase for us. Many here can testify to that, when we can lose sight of our strengths and talents, lose our energy and hope, and feel as if nothing will ever get better. It's a very painful experience on all levels. I remember that time. You must be kind to yourself, get the rest you need, and try to give yourself credit for going on toward the next and better phase of your life. You are a very talented person, and those talents will blossom more greatly in time. Take heart. Sooner or later this will lift and a new sun will dawn, not all at once but gradually. I feel greatly for you.



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09 Nov 2018, 8:13 am

You've accomplished a lot, Kip.

Becoming a Mod at 17 is no mean feat!

You've got to listen to input from others, Sir.



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09 Nov 2018, 10:46 pm

arpedi wrote:
.. so.. everything's good ? :mrgreen:
I just hoped it, at least, gave you half a smile..
I know the feeling, was like that a few days ago.. whatever the state of mind you are in, think of it as this is never a straight line but more of a sinusoidal curve.. all you have to do is to catch the upper curve and give it a little push to take advantage of the acceleration..
and when in the down curve, just wait for the next wave.. ;)
today +7..
see you next week.. :D


yeet

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(sorry)

i like your curve analogy
B19 wrote:
Kip, the early 20s are very often a very dark burnout phase for us. Many here can testify to that, when we can lose sight of our strengths and talents, lose our energy and hope, and feel as if nothing will ever get better. It's a very painful experience on all levels. I remember that time. You must be kind to yourself, get the rest you need, and try to give yourself credit for going on toward the next and better phase of your life. You are a very talented person, and those talents will blossom more greatly in time. Take heart. Sooner or later this will lift and a new sun will dawn, not all at once but gradually. I feel greatly for you.


:heart: :heart:

thanks

appreciated.

just trying to cope however i can.

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You've accomplished a lot, Kip.

Becoming a Mod at 17 is no mean feat!

You've got to listen to input from others, Sir.


i do, i'm aware.

i HAVE accomplished a lot.

it just seems like-- my analytical tendencies work against me at times and cause me to come up with reasons why any help i might get wouldn't work


which is usually bull of course - but i'm a very stubborn person and now more than ever this is coming to bite me. i appreciate your patience and oh my god i've been a mod here for four years.


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09 Nov 2018, 10:52 pm

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09 Nov 2018, 11:01 pm

^^Too bad you have zero faith in what I say. You could be feeling better & living a better life nearly a decade before the age I figured it out for myself.


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09 Nov 2018, 11:09 pm

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09 Nov 2018, 11:21 pm

That’s something I don’t get about any of you.

How am I an as*hole for figuring out how to treat AS and then sharing it here so that others may live a much happier, healthier, higher functioning life? :?

IMO I’d be an as*hole if I figured it out and kept it to myself.


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10 Nov 2018, 10:37 am

-4 physically
+2 mentally

If I see a certain lead singer tonight I'll be an 8.


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10 Nov 2018, 1:47 pm

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10 Nov 2018, 2:33 pm

9.

I just made the most delicious gluten free banana pancakes w/ flax and hempseeds, topped with butter & blueberry syrup that I've ever made! Plus it's my dad's early 65th bday party this evening and my youngest nephew's 4th bday party tmw, so heading back home to my parents to spend the night for both parties. Should be a fantastic weekend! (I'm all moved into my Winter home at my aunt's for the ~3rd (or 4th?) year in a row now, where I have a ~2500sf house to myself on the end of a very quiet street next to a ravine with a creek running through it.. it's so very peaceful here & the walls are covered in paintings my aunt did, so that's cool, too.)

But these pancakes, though! SO GOOD! Makes me wanna eat way too many.. which is why I made sure to make only a small batch just in case I eat them all. :P


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10 Nov 2018, 3:07 pm

Less than zero.



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10 Nov 2018, 4:46 pm

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10 Nov 2018, 6:02 pm

Goldfish, posts like ^ belong in the Adult section, please remember that children can access this section.

Your continual "kiss and tell" exposures of intensely personal encounters is to some of us unseemly, especially in general access forums. What is it that makes it necessary for you to want to parade intimate details of your private life in our faces?



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10 Nov 2018, 6:03 pm

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