scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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rameswaram

Yeah.. You're right : I'm an old openly visible disabled single guy and it is so nice to have people around looking at you, staring at your whelchair, thinking : oohh ! !! the poor guy ! !!... or when you say you work from home with computer, answering : oh that's nice ! one's got to keep busy.. because they cannot imagine that that work could be worth a dime..

But you know what : I just don't give a frak ! You cannot prevent people to try to feel better than what they see around them, that's a survival instinct. What you can do though is having confidence in what you are, the unique experience you are, living and sharing. Brains of most people here function in ways forever unattainable, unfathomable for the civilians : as Sony says : "I am unique !", as Miss Darkholme says : "Mutant and proud !" and as I say : "Frak the tendonitis ! Who needs a girlfriend !"

For those who really feel like they still need one : no better hook than the hoot !
Share joy and don't be shy ! Statistically, on 100 tries everyone could/should get a hit ! And if you're not : the universe of possibles where you're living is no big enough. Then change the scene. But always keep in mind : happiness is inside.. As the alchemist Santiago says.


Hi Kip
Big up for the big 3 !.. Hope you have a nice trip in India ! Beware of the turista ! yeah this is french..
And no, we don't.


Today +8.69^24 !
See you next week !

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One of our cats recently had a respiratory problem, we gave her amoxicillin for cats and she's improved enormously. May your cat LLAP!

Thanks for the encouraging example. Four legs and I had a long nap this afternoon, during that I missed a call from the vet so now he coming over early tomorrow morning. The long nap did us both good

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Remaining at a 7.

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I finally heard back about the ultrasound on my neck, and it seems that the lymph nodes in the area are swollen for absolutely no reason (which, knowing my body, shouldn't be surprising), although they want me to have a CT scan just to be absolutely certain. That should be good news, right? Well, the thing is, I've been depressed to varying degrees (ranging from only a little bit to landing me in the hospital, but never completely gone) for thirteen years or so - more than half my life now. During that time, I've gotten little joy out of life and completely lost any desire to keep going (I only do because I know how it would affect my parents if I didn't, and I don't want to do that to them). I'm so incredibly exhausted of living, and I just can't bear the thought that I'm quite probably only a quarter-ish of the way through with it. So I was actually hoping it would be something deadly... but I guess even if it had turned out to be some kind of cancer, I would've had to undergo the incredibly unpleasant chemotherapy and stuff and then probably end up going into remission and having to live out the rest of an average-ish human lifespan... so I suppose I should be glad I don't.

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8. This weekend will be productive And restful.

-8 went to doctors
They decided to give me glue vaccine, and took blood In order to test if I can be in the ringworm drugs
Needles make me anxious so bad night.
And states cutting my sisters hours by 20 so she’s freaking out.

Hugs

I hope you change your mind about Life, Ms. Dragon.

What’s “glue vaccine,” Sly. Glad you went to the doctor. Hopefully, the skin thing will be gone soon.

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america doesn't encourage travel because then people would see just how much of a s**thole this place really is in comparison.

this country has destroyed its own future. we need to start over, too bad we're too lazy, complacent and uneducated. and that's exactly the way they want it.