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29 Nov 2018, 10:59 pm

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12 years of depression has ruined me. Why am I even still alive?

I do hope you end up feeling better.


Thank you. I just hate how I am 30 years old and I don't have a girlfriend, I don't have a strong circle of friends, I don't have a college degree, I don't have a career, I don't have any songs written, and I don't have any good drawings. All those things also feel unachievable and I feel like I should commit suicide when the year ends.


No degree is better then a degree you can’t use and $12,000 student loan debt.
I have a $12,000 worthless paper.


what's your degree?


Automotive technology.
But I couldn’t work in the field and as of now 6 years later I don’t remember much if any of it.



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29 Nov 2018, 11:39 pm

Marknis wrote:
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12 years of depression has ruined me. Why am I even still alive?

I do hope you end up feeling better.


Thank you. I just hate how I am 30 years old and I don't have a girlfriend, I don't have a strong circle of friends, I don't have a college degree, I don't have a career, I don't have any songs written, and I don't have any good drawings. All those things also feel unachievable and I feel like I should commit suicide when the year ends.

I don't have any of that either. :(

Granted, I do have the chances that my parents and siblings are decent peoples; but still, they are NT, and there is like a "separation" that I have with them that is growing with time, in that I relate less and less with them; even more so since my siblings have kids.

But that's life and I simply live with it, because: what else could I do?

Death come for us all anyway, there is no need to hurry things, and life can still get better, even if only a little.


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29 Nov 2018, 11:45 pm

-1 barely not hitting -2 or 1



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30 Nov 2018, 1:02 am

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Thank you. I just hate how I am 30 years old and I don't have a girlfriend, I don't have a strong circle of friends, I don't have a college degree, I don't have a career, I don't have any songs written, and I don't have any good drawings. All those things also feel unachievable and I feel like I should commit suicide when the year ends.

PLEASE do not start another suicide watch. That's not fair to the rest of us. It also feels a little fakey and manipulative, because you have failed to take advice from not just me but many others that would deal more aggressively with your 'problems.' I'm not saying I want you to commit suicide. I'm saying I want you to stop beating that drum.

bea, you have no idea how he feels. let him say whatever works for him. respect his process.



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30 Nov 2018, 1:07 am

-5 I hate being the bad guy cause people got my order wrong and I can’t eat it.

If I mess up at work I don’t hate the customer for it or spit on their item



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30 Nov 2018, 10:56 am

Tollorin wrote:
Marknis wrote:
Tollorin wrote:
Marknis wrote:
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12 years of depression has ruined me. Why am I even still alive?

I do hope you end up feeling better.


Thank you. I just hate how I am 30 years old and I don't have a girlfriend, I don't have a strong circle of friends, I don't have a college degree, I don't have a career, I don't have any songs written, and I don't have any good drawings. All those things also feel unachievable and I feel like I should commit suicide when the year ends.

I don't have any of that either. :(

Granted, I do have the chances that my parents and siblings are decent peoples; but still, they are NT, and there is like a "separation" that I have with them that is growing with time, in that I relate less and less with them; even more so since my siblings have kids.

But that's life and I simply live with it, because: what else could I do?

Death come for us all anyway, there is no need to hurry things, and life can still get better, even if only a little.


All four of my siblings are married and have children while I don't even date. :( I am also aging because my frontal hair is almost gone, my face is sagging, and I ache all over.



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30 Nov 2018, 10:59 am

-5




there is no purpose.


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30 Nov 2018, 4:07 pm

8

Can't complain :D



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01 Dec 2018, 6:19 am

I'm wanting to be positive.
Possibly it's 0?



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01 Dec 2018, 3:38 pm

8. I feel comfortable and free when alone.



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01 Dec 2018, 10:56 pm

-5
pain



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01 Dec 2018, 11:07 pm

5 8)


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02 Dec 2018, 10:23 pm

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