Marknis wrote:
Tollorin wrote:
Marknis wrote:
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12 years of depression has ruined me. Why am I even still alive?
I do hope you end up feeling better.
Thank you. I just hate how I am 30 years old and I don't have a girlfriend, I don't have a strong circle of friends, I don't have a college degree, I don't have a career, I don't have any songs written, and I don't have any good drawings. All those things also feel unachievable and I feel like I should commit suicide when the year ends.
I don't have any of that either.
Granted, I do have the chances that my parents and siblings are decent peoples; but still, they are NT, and there is like a "separation" that I have with them that is growing with time, in that I relate less and less with them; even more so since my siblings have kids.
But that's life and I simply live with it, because: what else could I do?
Death come for us all anyway, there is no need to hurry things, and life can still get better, even if only a little.
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