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21 Dec 2018, 4:24 pm

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Just laying in my room listening to country roads by John Denver on repeat



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21 Dec 2018, 4:25 pm

But that's such great music, sly! I hope it can cheer you up a few notches.


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21 Dec 2018, 4:25 pm

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Just laying in my room listening to country roads by John Denver on repeat


smart, healthy, self-soothing technique.



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21 Dec 2018, 5:38 pm

Like utter s**t. I have to put my cat to sleep after the holidays. I've had her for 16 years. I love her so much and the thought of losing her forever f*****g sucks. Getting through work today has been pure torture, but at least I work alone (for the most part). I've already broken down a few times, but thankfully nobody has noticed.



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21 Dec 2018, 7:13 pm

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Like utter s**t. I have to put my cat to sleep after the holidays. I've had her for 16 years. I love her so much and the thought of losing her forever f*****g sucks. Getting through work today has been pure torture, but at least I work alone (for the most part). I've already broken down a few times, but thankfully nobody has noticed.



so sorry.

my sister is looking for a solitary job. maybe she could do what you're doing. what is that?



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22 Dec 2018, 3:23 am

cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
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Just laying in my room listening to country roads by John Denver on repeat


smart, healthy, self-soothing technique.

Makes me cry
I like the part about “take me home to the place where I belong. “
Part of me would like to go to heaven.
I’m done with this this world. I don’t belong here.




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22 Dec 2018, 3:25 am

sly279 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
-10
Just laying in my room listening to country roads by John Denver on repeat


smart, healthy, self-soothing technique.

Makes me cry
I like the part about “take me home to the place where I belong. “
Part of me would like to go to heaven.
I’m done with this this world. I don’t belong here.

i'm sorry the world is being rough on you. what can i do to help?



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22 Dec 2018, 3:58 am

cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
-10
Just laying in my room listening to country roads by John Denver on repeat


smart, healthy, self-soothing technique.

Makes me cry
I like the part about “take me home to the place where I belong. “
Part of me would like to go to heaven.
I’m done with this this world. I don’t belong here.

i'm sorry the world is being rough on you. what can i do to help?

Nothing
It’s just how worthless men are treated.
I can’t kill myself either so I have to suffer god wants me to suffer horribly.



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22 Dec 2018, 4:49 am

sly279 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
-10
Just laying in my room listening to country roads by John Denver on repeat


smart, healthy, self-soothing technique.

Makes me cry
I like the part about “take me home to the place where I belong. “
Part of me would like to go to heaven.
I’m done with this this world. I don’t belong here.

i'm sorry the world is being rough on you. what can i do to help?

Nothing
It’s just how worthless men are treated.
I can’t kill myself either so I have to suffer god wants me to suffer horribly.


i don't have a hotline to god, but i hear he doesn't want people to suffer. i know i don't want you to suffer.



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22 Dec 2018, 2:17 pm

cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
-10
Just laying in my room listening to country roads by John Denver on repeat


smart, healthy, self-soothing technique.

Makes me cry
I like the part about “take me home to the place where I belong. “
Part of me would like to go to heaven.
I’m done with this this world. I don’t belong here.

i'm sorry the world is being rough on you. what can i do to help?

Nothing
It’s just how worthless men are treated.
I can’t kill myself either so I have to suffer god wants me to suffer horribly.


i don't have a hotline to god, but i hear he doesn't want people to suffer. i know i don't want you to suffer.


God made me super defective so that I’d never have a happy normal life nor ever be loved or have friends
Seems pretty clear he wants me to suffer .
Maybe this is hell



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22 Dec 2018, 2:50 pm

sly279 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
sly279 wrote:
-10
Just laying in my room listening to country roads by John Denver on repeat


smart, healthy, self-soothing technique.

Makes me cry
I like the part about “take me home to the place where I belong. “
Part of me would like to go to heaven.
I’m done with this this world. I don’t belong here.

i'm sorry the world is being rough on you. what can i do to help?

Nothing
It’s just how worthless men are treated.
I can’t kill myself either so I have to suffer god wants me to suffer horribly.


i don't have a hotline to god, but i hear he doesn't want people to suffer. i know i don't want you to suffer.


God made me super defective so that I’d never have a happy normal life nor ever be loved or have friends
Seems pretty clear he wants me to suffer .
Maybe this is hell


one theory about why god allows suffering is to make us empathetic to other sufferers. you are empathetic. otoh, no one really knows why there is suffering (well, i think it's because the universe is indifferent).

i wish i knew you in meat-space because i don't think you are as defective as you think you are.



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22 Dec 2018, 2:55 pm

cathylynn wrote:
Stardust Parade wrote:
Like utter s**t. I have to put my cat to sleep after the holidays. I've had her for 16 years. I love her so much and the thought of losing her forever f*****g sucks. Getting through work today has been pure torture, but at least I work alone (for the most part). I've already broken down a few times, but thankfully nobody has noticed.



so sorry.

my sister is looking for a solitary job. maybe she could do what you're doing. what is that?

I work as a nurse doing private duty. I go to people's homes and provide nursing care for a shift (8 hours). My current patient is a little girl. I work through a nursing agency.