funeralxempire
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Age: 40
Gender: Non-binary
Posts: 29,381
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25 Jun 2019, 1:53 am
I feel like I should just die.
I can not be helped. I am just going to suffer until death devours me.
If you guys learn to rap about how you feel, you can join Oddest Clique and make no money like me.
But, at least making a mixtape gives my life purpose for the foreseeable future, even if it's definitely gonna be whack s**t about being a suicidal drug addict with a dead crackwhore ex. I'm gonna rap about what I know.
I've written poems.
Cool. Me too, I've written lyrics of some sort or other basically for the past 20 years or so. This specific form just relies on big strings of couplets (2 bars) or quatrains (4 bars). 12 or 16 bars, typically with at least a two syllable rhyme on the end. Creative extended metaphors are good. I like to make use of vowel harmony and try to make use of playing with where my stressed syllables land to create 'flow'.
Getting better has been a nice distraction from what's otherwise a burning dumpster fire of a life. It's also a good way to make people crack-up at work because I can tell jokes and tell them in ways that make otherwise just weird wordplay more accessible.
I'm n where n is an unknown variable.
25 Jun 2019, 8:21 am
+8
One full year without a work-related injury!!
25 Jun 2019, 7:08 pm
I feel like I should just die.
I can not be helped. I am just going to suffer until death devours me.
If you guys learn to rap about how you feel, you can join Oddest Clique and make no money like me.
But, at least making a mixtape gives my life purpose for the foreseeable future, even if it's definitely gonna be whack s**t about being a suicidal drug addict with a dead crackwhore ex. I'm gonna rap about what I know.
I've written poems.
Cool. Me too, I've written lyrics of some sort or other basically for the past 20 years or so. This specific form just relies on big strings of couplets (2 bars) or quatrains (4 bars). 12 or 16 bars, typically with at least a two syllable rhyme on the end. Creative extended metaphors are good. I like to make use of vowel harmony and try to make use of playing with where my stressed syllables land to create 'flow'.
Getting better has been a nice distraction from what's otherwise a burning dumpster fire of a life. It's also a good way to make people crack-up at work because I can tell jokes and tell them in ways that make otherwise just weird wordplay more accessible.
I'm n where n is an unknown variable.
I'll write something right now.
This day has been a bust,
But I've done some errands.
Are they good? I'm not sure.
Everything around looks a blur.
Am I me? Am I real?
Is this what I'm feeling or thinking?
That nobody loves me.
Nobody cares.
When all I can seem to think I do
Is sit and stare.
25 Jun 2019, 7:11 pm
auntblabby
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25 Jun 2019, 7:46 pm
funeralxempire
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Age: 40
Gender: Non-binary
Posts: 29,381
Location: Right over your left shoulder
26 Jun 2019, 12:48 am
I feel like I should just die.
I can not be helped. I am just going to suffer until death devours me.
If you guys learn to rap about how you feel, you can join Oddest Clique and make no money like me.
But, at least making a mixtape gives my life purpose for the foreseeable future, even if it's definitely gonna be whack s**t about being a suicidal drug addict with a dead crackwhore ex. I'm gonna rap about what I know.
I've written poems.
Cool. Me too, I've written lyrics of some sort or other basically for the past 20 years or so. This specific form just relies on big strings of couplets (2 bars) or quatrains (4 bars). 12 or 16 bars, typically with at least a two syllable rhyme on the end. Creative extended metaphors are good. I like to make use of vowel harmony and try to make use of playing with where my stressed syllables land to create 'flow'.
Getting better has been a nice distraction from what's otherwise a burning dumpster fire of a life. It's also a good way to make people crack-up at work because I can tell jokes and tell them in ways that make otherwise just weird wordplay more accessible.
I'm n where n is an unknown variable.
I'll write something right now.
This day has been a bust,
But I've done some errands.
Are they good? I'm not sure.
Everything around looks a blur.
Am I me? Am I real?
Is this what I'm feeling or thinking?
That nobody loves me.
Nobody cares.
When all I can seem to think I do
Is sit and stare.
Awesome. I like the ending, it's very relatable.
You'd
if you saw how much I've got written. I think it's >1.4 Mb now, considering how much plain text fits on a floppy, that's a lot of words.I'm not sure I can assign a number, so let's go with charcoal. I feel charcoal.
26 Jun 2019, 12:06 pm
dragonsanddemons
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Gender: Non-binary
Posts: 6,659
Location: The Labyrinth of Leviathan
26 Jun 2019, 9:54 pm
auntblabby
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Gender: Male
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Location: the island of defective toy santas
26 Jun 2019, 11:30 pm
+2 [i just had a nice hot shower ]
27 Jun 2019, 12:00 am
]YAY!
auntblabby
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27 Jun 2019, 12:02 am
]YAY!
thank you
after the heat from the jacuzzi treatment cooled off, back started achin' again so i took an advil and so far am still at +2. 
27 Jun 2019, 12:12 am
auntblabby
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Location: the island of defective toy santas
27 Jun 2019, 12:13 am
funeralxempire
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27 Jun 2019, 12:45 am
27 Jun 2019, 8:16 am
+9
Mrs. Fnord packed a few extra chocolate-chip cookies with my lunch today!
27 Jun 2019, 1:33 pm
%null%
I'm not assigning a number to something I can't quantify. I'm thinking I'm on the verge of a much better life but I'm not at zero or any other integer so null it is. Life is getting better for me REALLY SLOWLY.
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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos
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