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cathylynn
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23 Aug 2019, 12:29 am

caThar4G wrote:
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No, I haven't been kind to myself in the regard of getting cake or ice cream for myself.


what's stopping you from allowing yourself that little bit of joy?


I don't have a lot of money, and I think I'm not going to live tomorrow.

i thought you had food stamps?



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23 Aug 2019, 12:32 am

cathylynn wrote:
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No, I haven't been kind to myself in the regard of getting cake or ice cream for myself.


what's stopping you from allowing yourself that little bit of joy?


I don't have a lot of money, and I think I'm not going to live tomorrow.

i thought you had food stamps?


I do. I have to be careful with them because I don't buy food in bulk.
It's almost 200.00 a month.



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23 Aug 2019, 2:50 am

Bye you all.
Thanks for bearing with me.

Today, I'm not going to be here if I can manage it (on this Earth).



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23 Aug 2019, 4:11 am

caThar4G wrote:
Bye you all.
Thanks for bearing with me.

Today, I'm not going to be here if I can manage it (on this Earth).

:( i hope you did not do anything permanent.



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23 Aug 2019, 7:57 am

-10

Can't sleep. Constant sinking feeling. I think I might quit school to avoid running into someone.

Also seems like some people don't want me here so I'm going to leave here too. Bye to whoever cares.



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23 Aug 2019, 9:01 am

la_fenkis wrote:
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Can't sleep. Constant sinking feeling. I think I might quit school to avoid running into someone.

Also seems like some people don't want me here so I'm going to leave here too. Bye to whoever cares.

this place is diminished when you or anybody else leaves.



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23 Aug 2019, 9:03 am

Why would anybody not want you here, La Fenkis?

I'm about a 3. My knee hurts---and I'm feeling sort of "unsettled."



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23 Aug 2019, 10:22 am

caThar4G wrote:
Bye you all.
Thanks for bearing with me.

Today, I'm not going to be here if I can manage it (on this Earth).

hoping you're still here and splurged on some ice cream for your birthday. you deserve whatever joy you can manage and then some.



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23 Aug 2019, 3:36 pm

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My throat hurts and my ears hurt and I generally just feel kinda crappy. Had a migraine all day. This week has felt so, so long. My last week at my job is next week... it feels like an eternity away. I'm sad too though. I like working, and I like feeling like I'm productive and that I'm a key person in my role, and I love the organization I work for. But all's fair and love and war, I suppose.


{{{martianprincess}}}

I hope I'm doing internet hugs right. :oops:


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23 Aug 2019, 3:51 pm

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My throat hurts and my ears hurt and I generally just feel kinda crappy. Had a migraine all day. This week has felt so, so long. My last week at my job is next week... it feels like an eternity away. I'm sad too though. I like working, and I like feeling like I'm productive and that I'm a key person in my role, and I love the organization I work for. But all's fair and love and war, I suppose.


{{{martianprincess}}}

I hope I'm doing internet hugs right. :oops:


You are. :heart:


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23 Aug 2019, 4:30 pm

caThar4G wrote:
Bye you all.
Thanks for bearing with me.

Today, I'm not going to be here if I can manage it (on this Earth).


Please don't do anything silly. We love you. You are a most beautiful hearted young lady. Stay beautiful.


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23 Aug 2019, 5:34 pm

martianprincess wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
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My throat hurts and my ears hurt and I generally just feel kinda crappy. Had a migraine all day. This week has felt so, so long. My last week at my job is next week... it feels like an eternity away. I'm sad too though. I like working, and I like feeling like I'm productive and that I'm a key person in my role, and I love the organization I work for. But all's fair and love and war, I suppose.


{{{martianprincess}}}

I hope I'm doing internet hugs right. :oops:


You are. :heart:


{{Hugs to Lady Martian Princess}}


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23 Aug 2019, 5:57 pm

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martianprincess wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
martianprincess wrote:
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My throat hurts and my ears hurt and I generally just feel kinda crappy. Had a migraine all day. This week has felt so, so long. My last week at my job is next week... it feels like an eternity away. I'm sad too though. I like working, and I like feeling like I'm productive and that I'm a key person in my role, and I love the organization I work for. But all's fair and love and war, I suppose.


{{{martianprincess}}}

I hope I'm doing internet hugs right. :oops:


You are. :heart:


{{Hugs to Lady Martian Princess}}


Thanks, friend!


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24 Aug 2019, 8:41 am

-5 I hate this world yadda yadda woman stuff, society, all that



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24 Aug 2019, 9:09 pm

People have been asking...
Yes, I'm really going (from this Earth), unless some miracle stops me.
I've never witnessed a true, kind, heart.
When I open my heart to people, it's slashed, and my very heart and soul is taken or put into slavery, or dashed.
I've been treated with such criticism and non-understanding from my family.
Then, I get tricked by people that show me affection, and get hurt by "friends" trying to prove a point to nobody.
I forgive, but I'm trapped. And, my joy is taken by people who say they "care". That's my only regret in this life, that my joy is taken.
Bye, ya'll. For real.



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24 Aug 2019, 9:13 pm

caThar4G wrote:
People have been asking...
Yes, I'm really going (from this Earth), unless some miracle stops me.
I've never witnessed a true, kind, heart.
When I open my heart to people, it's slashed, and my very heart and soul is taken or put into slavery, or dashed.
I've been treated with such criticism and non-understanding from my family.
Then, I get tricked by people that show me affection, and get hurt by "friends" trying to prove a point to nobody.
I forgive, but I'm trapped. And, my joy is taken by people who say they "care". That's my only regret in this life, that my joy is taken.
Bye, ya'll. For real.


i know you're distraught, but soon you'll have an apartment and more opportunities. did you have ice cream yet? what's your favorite flavor? i hope some miracle stops you.