auntblabby
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25 Aug 2019, 1:50 am
Yes, I'm really going (from this Earth), unless some miracle stops me.
I've never witnessed a true, kind, heart.
When I open my heart to people, it's slashed, and my very heart and soul is taken or put into slavery, or dashed.
I've been treated with such criticism and non-understanding from my family.
Then, I get tricked by people that show me affection, and get hurt by "friends" trying to prove a point to nobody.
I forgive, but I'm trapped. And, my joy is taken by people who say they "care". That's my only regret in this life, that my joy is taken.
Bye, ya'll. For real.
i'm sorry. we care about you. 
i regret not being able to help you the way you need to be helped.
25 Aug 2019, 8:08 pm
-30
My grandma passed away and I wasn’t there to be either her. Only got to see her body 
She meant so much to me
25 Aug 2019, 9:04 pm
My grandma passed away and I wasn’t there to be either her. Only got to see her body
She meant so much to me
i wish your grandma's death would have happened in a way that you could have been with her. I wish you weren't hurting, but on the positive side, deep grief means that you had someone in your life worth loving a lot. pls be extra good to yourself for a while. you'll need plenty of sleep, a healthy diet, and some indulgences for comfort. (((sly))).
26 Aug 2019, 2:04 am
auntblabby
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26 Aug 2019, 4:06 am
you can do it
AnonymousAnonymous
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26 Aug 2019, 2:18 pm
you can do it
We believe in you!
26 Aug 2019, 8:29 pm
My grandma passed away and I wasn’t there to be either her. Only got to see her body
She meant so much to me
I'm really sorry about losing your grandmother. God bless her.
27 Aug 2019, 8:13 pm
auntblabby
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27 Aug 2019, 9:36 pm
^^^way to go La!
01 Sep 2019, 11:55 pm
funeralxempire
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02 Sep 2019, 12:52 am
-9 or so, I'm too turnt to know 
I am thinking about suicide again. I can’t succeed at any of the issues I struggle with and change feels so unreal to me. I am 31 years old and I only get worse instead of better.
I've said this about myself so many times before.
02 Sep 2019, 3:17 pm
AnonymousAnonymous
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02 Sep 2019, 10:21 pm
02 Sep 2019, 10:57 pm
funeralxempire
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03 Sep 2019, 12:08 am
He doesn't. (what with not existing and all
)Neither does the universe.
Things suck, but it doesn't mean god is f*****g with you. Even if you can't make everything better, you can still improve what's around you.
I'm not sure I can assign a score right now. Intoximication and all.
i scheme while sippin' syrup delicious;
meanwhile I'm livin' surreptitious
03 Sep 2019, 2:20 am
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