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cathylynn
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03 Sep 2019, 2:24 am

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-15 why does god hate me

a better question - what could you do to be more loving (more like god) to both yourself and others?

What?
I already do more for others then they do for me.

did you miss the "to yourself" part? and we all could be more loving. i don't mean being a doormat at all. that only breeds resentment.

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03 Sep 2019, 4:05 am

cathylynn wrote:

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cathylynn wrote:

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-15 why does god hate me

a better question - what could you do to be more loving (more like god) to both yourself and others?

What?
I already do more for others then they do for me.

did you miss the "to yourself" part? and we all could be more loving. i don't mean being a doormat at all. that only breeds resentment.

I’m not a asexual organism.

Also as most point out there’s nothing to love as I have nothing to offer.

I only exist to serve people until I’m nit useful it seems. Guess that’s how women see me

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03 Sep 2019, 4:09 am

Wish I’d go to sleep and not wake up. My life is horrible.

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03 Sep 2019, 4:53 am

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Wish I’d go to sleep and not wake up. My life is horrible.

(((((Sly))))). Feel free to chat as in PM if you need to. My character is such that I can't say I am the ideal person, but I have been through what you are going through, and while I may not be the right person, I can very much relate to the season.
One thing to remember which at this very time you probably can't relate to it, is that this is a season, and secondly, God holds and loves those He takes and holds and loves those he has here on this earth. And this life is temporary and the next is eternal. What I am saying is we very much miss the ones God takes and we don't understand why...

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03 Sep 2019, 7:45 pm

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Thanks for nothing, older sibling. You shouted down my dreams and rejected anything factual I said just to be an as*hole, you harmed me physically instead of helped me when I was suffering because you thought I needed to “snap out of it”, you stole potential girlfriends from me even though you only cared about sex, you dragged the family through the sewer with your alcoholism and legal issues that you yourself brought on because you were a selfish jerk, and you opened a business that has pushed me completely to the wayside in regards to the family as well as society.

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03 Sep 2019, 8:15 pm

I'm tired of scaling myself.

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03 Sep 2019, 9:05 pm

Mountain Goat wrote:

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Wish I’d go to sleep and not wake up. My life is horrible.

My life has been horrible and just keeps getting worse and it’ll just get worse. I don’t think I habe strength to continue unless something changes and gets better. It won’t though.

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03 Sep 2019, 9:07 pm

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03 Sep 2019, 9:29 pm

sly279 wrote:

cathylynn wrote:

sly279 wrote:

cathylynn wrote:

sly279 wrote:

-15 why does god hate me

a better question - what could you do to be more loving (more like god) to both yourself and others?

What?
I already do more for others then they do for me.

did you miss the "to yourself" part? and we all could be more loving. i don't mean being a doormat at all. that only breeds resentment.

treat yourself lovingly and there will be more and more to love.

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03 Sep 2019, 10:32 pm

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treat yourself lovingly and there will be more and more to love.

Hasn’t worked so far. I don’t think what one thinks of themselves matters at all since it won’t change how others see one.

I use to think I was worthy of love and would be a good boyfriend, I thought I’d be married with two kids by now, but most single women just see me was worthless trash

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03 Sep 2019, 10:37 pm

My older brother once told me I was going to be an abusive father. But who is the one who called his son a “ret*d” and a “p****” as well as physically harmed him? My chances of ever becoming a father are practically over but my older brother was wrong about me.

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03 Sep 2019, 11:14 pm

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03 Sep 2019, 11:17 pm

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Your brother seems like he is indeed a self-centered idiot who thinks too highly of himself.

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04 Sep 2019, 2:33 am

sly279 wrote:

cathylynn wrote:

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treat yourself lovingly and there will be more and more to love.

how you see yourself DOES change how others see you.

how's your sense of humor?

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04 Sep 2019, 8:13 am

7.5

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04 Sep 2019, 3:07 pm

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