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12 Oct 2019, 3:34 am

-10 not feeling any better

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12 Oct 2019, 3:36 am

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Still feeling like a burden, but my therapist mentioned a place that might work for me. I'd have my own apartment but would have assistance, which is exactly what I was after. Just waiting for this one to not work out for one reason or another, too.

Hopefully everything will work out fine.

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12 Oct 2019, 3:48 am

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I can’t make any plans or set goals for myself. I am chronically tired, my mind can’t settle on a single thing, I always make mistakes that undo everything I try, and I suffer from extreme anxiety as well as analysis paralysis.

Is there a way of having a different enviroment for a couple of days where one may be able to relax? I mean... With me, sometimes I can get so stressed with so many visitors calling to see my Mum that I have to get out. Even here in my bedroom, I am listening to some of my brothers children as they have just turned up for the day. I may make an excuse and go out for a few hours. It is less stressful. Though I do find that I am then thinking of my Mum trying to cope....
But sometimes, finding a nice secluded place you can go to... Or maybe a single elderly friend. (I can relax easier when chatting with a friend who is about 20 to 30 years older then me then if I tried to stay here and cope. I love my nieces and nephews. I have 9 of them! But even two or three at a time (Four today) are a bit too much when I am a bit wound up. I need to go somewhere to unwind. I have learnt that I need this).
Anyway. I maybe saying things which you may find more stressful the staying at home. Whatever works best for you. I do find sometimes I can think clearer when I am out and about. I get claustrophobic thinking at home sometimes.

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12 Oct 2019, 4:01 am

So sad I’m struggling to even play video games

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12 Oct 2019, 9:24 pm

"Scale Of -10 To +10, How Do You Feel Right Now?"

NONLINEAR NONSENSICAL BLURRY MIXPOT OF LIGHT AND DARK, OF LIFE AND DEATH, OF FEAR AND COURAGE, OF PAST AND PRESENT, OF SOMETHING SOMETHING BEYOND THIS LIFETIME. :lol: :lol: :lol:
I HAVE A LOT TO CRY FOR!! :lol: :lol: :lol: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! !!~

That's the closest expression to the most accurate answer. And yes, it sounded like some incoherently mad lady's post.

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12 Oct 2019, 9:41 pm

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I don’t want to see my 32nd birthday come to pass.

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12 Oct 2019, 10:16 pm

0. Balancing everything on my nose, but it's not as impressive as it seems...

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12 Oct 2019, 10:51 pm

3. half-price mickey-d's

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13 Oct 2019, 12:17 pm

-5 Got a few hours of sleep and then woke up sad and scared and the ringing in my ears is really bad. Been that way for the last few hours.

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13 Oct 2019, 12:30 pm

^^la, did you have a bad dream?

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13 Oct 2019, 1:04 pm

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^^la, did you have a bad dream?

I don't remember having a dream. It could be that I'm afraid that things with my best friend will go badly at some point again and I'll lose the person I love. It could be that since they don't see me that way I'm scared I'll have to watch as they fall in with another person that treats them badly.

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13 Oct 2019, 3:01 pm

About 4.

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13 Oct 2019, 8:40 pm

Edna3362 wrote:

I HAVE A LOT TO CRY FOR!! :lol:

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! ! !~

That's the closest expression to the most accurate answer.

And yes, it sounded like some incoherently mad lady's post.

Yes it does .... ! As a matter of fact ....,
Unfortunately for me, i can identify with it.

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13 Oct 2019, 9:20 pm

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My very small friend circle shrunk recently. The person I hung around with almost weekly turned out to be a massive scumbag who lies to people and stole $500 from a different friend of mine. And a week after I learned about this I tried to hang out with a friend I talk with semi-regularly and they just straight-up ghosted me all weekend. I could see them online on video games, but they just chose to not message me back. It hurt a lot.

Ive been trying to interact with acquaintances online, but its just way too difficult for me to hold a 1-on-1 conversation that doesnt feel like Im trying too hard to force it. It doesnt feel natural.

I just wish people would want to talk to me 1-on-1. Aside from my best friend, the friends I have only seem to exist when I am the one contacting them, and its ALWAYS that way.

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13 Oct 2019, 9:22 pm

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I missed an important deadline for a paper I needed to deliver today. Or to explain it better: I knew I had to deliver it today, and I estimated it would take me around 5 hours to complete. It wasn't the case and I'm now out of time.

This means I will have to take an exam at the end of the year, and it probably will be 10 times harder.

I feel there's not even point in existing. I don't want to kill myself, but I wouldn't care much if someone else were to kill me.

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13 Oct 2019, 9:56 pm

izzi wrote:

Sounding a typical aspie-ism . After awhile , it seemed to be my frankness and my big mouth .. not being big headed here but sometimes it is hard for people to carry a convo with me. Was using language in a different way. People do not like to feel intimidated . NTs too , But then if your vocabulary is rather diverse
And expansive . And you think your helping someone , that may not have the same knowledge base as yourself , and you try to explain things , It can quickly get out of a NTs realm of thinking .
Just my own veiw described here .. and could go on rationalizing , what i have written.. but , even for myself , i can get long and drawn out , Am discovering some stuff i discuss requires lots of experience and or research to digest.
And , myself aswell ...! Just lost 300 usd , to someone , i thought was a dear friend for years. But it coulda been worse , and it has .

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