28 Oct 2019, 6:14 pm
I tend to be, yeah.
But when I'm awake no matter how much sleep I get I feel like I barely got any. I think it's probably my poor sleep habits, but I can't force myself to fall asleep on command. Sigh.
when i try to read a financial prospectus, i tend to get sleepy.
mebbe if you try to do the most boring thing imaginable, you can get sleepy.Another insomniac here - it goes exactly the same way with me, martianprincess.
You're blessed blabby
I wish boring stuff would make me fall asleep - hell, I would be a huge fan of boring things! 
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28 Oct 2019, 6:36 pm
I tend to be, yeah.
But when I'm awake no matter how much sleep I get I feel like I barely got any. I think it's probably my poor sleep habits, but I can't force myself to fall asleep on command. Sigh.
when i try to read a financial prospectus, i tend to get sleepy.
mebbe if you try to do the most boring thing imaginable, you can get sleepy.Another insomniac here - it goes exactly the same way with me, martianprincess.
You're blessed blabby
I wish boring stuff would make me fall asleep - hell, I would be a huge fan of boring things! I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who doesn't fall asleep to boring things - and I'm a fellow member of the insomniac club who feels tired all the time due to lack of sleep.
28 Oct 2019, 6:46 pm
Sorry to hear that, dragonsanddemons, insomnia is the bane of my existence and I struggle with it more than depression - it can poison my happiest moments 
But it's amusing to me in a way to imagine how I would surround myself with boring people, books, movies etc to get rid of it
And there's also a silver lining I guess... people always ask me "how on earth do you have time to do all that?" 
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28 Oct 2019, 9:32 pm
i fit in with myself and i 
got up late [6PM] but went for an immediate walk in the dewy evening gloom and saw pretty stars in the sky, so a 3.
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29 Oct 2019, 5:09 am
can't us aspies help one another?
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29 Oct 2019, 5:49 am
Everything breaking. Cumulatively. Suddenly. Irreversibly. I met new people at a bar in the past 3 days but what happens when they know the real me? I have to hide myself or they'll think I'm garbage too.
mebbe there are better places to find people you are on the same wavelength with?
29 Oct 2019, 5:59 am
Everything breaking. Cumulatively. Suddenly. Irreversibly. I met new people at a bar in the past 3 days but what happens when they know the real me? I have to hide myself or they'll think I'm garbage too.
mebbe there are better places to find people you are on the same wavelength with?
To everyone I've met who seems open enough to listen I've tried explaining the wavelength, to disbelief, confusion, superficiality, incredulousness, jadedness, false superiority, and combinations thereof. My wavelength is mine alone. Each of ours is ours alone. The sense of connection ends at the boundaries of one's own consciousness, unless one takes engagement in similar rituals to signify similitude and connectedness, which I never was able to. At least not against the overwhelming weight of evidence to the contrary.
When can I be with infinity again? I like infinity. I feel it.
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29 Oct 2019, 6:05 am
Everything breaking. Cumulatively. Suddenly. Irreversibly. I met new people at a bar in the past 3 days but what happens when they know the real me? I have to hide myself or they'll think I'm garbage too.
mebbe there are better places to find people you are on the same wavelength with?
To everyone I've met who seems open enough to listen I've tried explaining the wavelength, to disbelief, confusion, superficiality, incredulousness, jadedness, false superiority, and combinations thereof. My wavelength is mine alone. Each of ours is ours alone. The sense of connection ends at the boundaries of one's own consciousness, unless one takes engagement in similar rituals to signify similitude and connectedness, which I never was able to. At least not against the overwhelming weight of evidence to the contrary.
it has been my experience that one is generally not gonna find much [aside from alcohol] therapeutic in a bar or tavern, as the people going there all want the same thing and are seldom willing to share, commiserate is the best that can be done in the more social places.
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