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12 Nov 2019, 11:10 am

^^^??? :huh:



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12 Nov 2019, 11:22 am

Kip is saying that he's had an interesting life.



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12 Nov 2019, 11:29 am

^^^KK< the feeling i got off of his somewhat mysterious statement, was that he felt inadequate in some way.



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12 Nov 2019, 11:39 am

I sensed that, too....but I also sensed that this might be part of his "interesting life." That he's had to go on quite a "journey."



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12 Nov 2019, 11:40 am

if so, it is just beginning now. :)


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12 Nov 2019, 5:22 pm

There's a woman who started work who's pretty cute, so that's buoying my mood a little.

-7 instead of lower :nerdy:


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12 Nov 2019, 10:20 pm

Jakki wrote:
- 2 celsius .. fricken incredible .... 32 degree drop in 24 hours ...and me outside drilling holes in shed to secure new panel mounts . 15 mins 1 hole drilled , frozen.. hiding inside .now. Gawd.! Maybe by spring . Other 5 holes drilled . In only 1 inch thick wood... dull drill bit ..? maybe just dull drill operator !
Btw emphasis on the word "thick" .
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Oh my... its next day , temps dropped - 11 , not bern this cold in early Nov. for over 10 yrs .. repair same spot over again in yard , the infrared sensors on 2 lights in the yard..one burnt out one not working right. Male unemployed 50 yr old man , never moved away from home..lives with his mom . Has been using infared lazer pointer to make them go off and on.. first time in a year actually saw the light , man was in shadow , 2 backyards overs . His friend tears open back fence to search this property for anything , of mystuff. He doesnt want my lights to come on .. when he does this at night. . Then amimals come in and eat anything i grow. Makes these men happy ..one ex-con with with adopted step mom,also a crook, other ,, lives with his mom. Burns out sensors with his lazer .
Wish i could teletransport this entire property somewhere else.


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12 Nov 2019, 10:26 pm

3 , but i dont know why my left arm keeps going numb feeling . Back and forth.


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12 Nov 2019, 10:30 pm

^^^^you NEED to have that looked at ASAP. could be some kind of cerebral infarct.



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12 Nov 2019, 11:55 pm

auntblabby wrote:
^^^^you NEED to have that looked at ASAP. could be some kind of cerebral infarct.

Am seriously hoping your wrong .. left arm took severe nerve damage.
At 18 yrs old . Lost feelin lower side then.. this numb thing has been back and forth 3 weeks now. On entire part of arm that was not numb after healing from the old accident.Am more afraid of doctors almost than death,

Entire last year seeing local docs only served to cause me great fatigue frustration .. just plain scared of people whom can hardly fix a broken finger.
2 different fingers same hand one healed ok ,, other was set and healed crooked. Asked for help with spine issues .. doctor wanted to give me a fricken epidural rather than fix the actual problem.. i could not believe that.
Numbness is gone rght now,, just neck area sore.. am having to work constantly to repair damaged part of property mainly back fence. And try to hope to think of new projects . Primarily security oriented ..to stop people using this property to hide from the law.when running from police. Instigated by older next door neighbor woman . Of course her home and yard too.
Needed and used painkillers responsibly for 10 yrs NO addiction . Just helped me survive . Then everyone is a addict now here in the USA. So they propagandized.. no more pain meds just advil . Spinal cord damage .. is affected very little by aspirin , ibuprophin, or advil type meds. So ignore , work hard . Keep distracted. Good sleep meds mostly if i supplement them with natural stuff.


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12 Nov 2019, 11:58 pm

where i live in the sticks, only the people with lotta money get pain relief, they tell the rest of us working stiffs to get out of their office or else they'll call the cops. class determines health care here. i had to find workarounds to get pain relief.



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13 Nov 2019, 12:01 am

auntblabby wrote:
where i live in the sticks, only the people with lotta money get pain relief, they tell the rest of us working stiffs to get out of their office or else they'll call the cops. class determines health care here. i had to find workarounds to get pain relief.

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13 Nov 2019, 9:11 am

Unknown.



Longing for light and warmth when it's too dark and freezing cold.
And yet I would rather burn as I go blind with it when I go closer to it.

When I get burn and blinded, I retreat into the dark to soothe myself cool.
And then leading me to long for light and warmth.


Is it possible to pursue a state independent to either? Or to have the best of both worlds?
In a way, I already have what I want. I just have to walk the walk to actually grasp it, to master it. Than being stuck at worst of both worlds as I understand so little of the wish.


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13 Nov 2019, 3:14 pm

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14 Nov 2019, 12:15 am

auntblabby wrote:
where i live in the sticks, only the people with lotta money get pain relief, they tell the rest of us working stiffs to get out of their office or else they'll call the cops. class determines health care here. i had to find workarounds to get pain relief.

Okay please send money ? Wait better send class too. Or even a few work arounds ? Loolz .. no no ,, think i need to be classy ,, much more ?
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14 Nov 2019, 12:32 am

-10

13 years of life that have lead to only disappointment and suffering. I still don’t have a girlfriend, songs written, drawings that are actually good, a college degree, and a true social network.