http://www.drugs.com/depakote.html
Depakote is a very strong drug.
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Depakote can cause damage to your liver or pancreas, which can be severe and even fatal. Before taking this medication, tell your doctor if you have liver disease or a pancreatic disorder. Call your doctor at once if you notice any of these side effects, which may be early signs of liver damage or pancreatitis: loss of seizure control, weakness, fatigue, nausea, vomiting, stomach pain, loss of appetite, or swelling of the face.
I suggest you contact a medical professional, there are many online sources.
https://www.drugstore.com/user/login.asp?catid=11567&state=state_pharmayp&from=%2Fpharmacy%2Fayp%2Fask%2Easp
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http://www.depakote.com/
Click on the "contact us" link. This is the manufacturers site.
Remember, there is hope out there, and there is help for you.