my mother's suicide, one year later

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i know how hard it can be i had to take 2 weeks off of school and i still cry about it today when im reminded of it by random things so i just want you to know that im here, your a very important part of this community and i hate seeing any member of my family sad and i see our community as one big family, we may fight and argue(mainly about politics and religion) but in the end we are all there for each other, and thats more than i can say about my real family

sorry bout that got a little passionate at the end but im just trying to do my best to emphasize that we are here for you whenever you need someone especially at a time like this the anniversary of the death of a loved one, especially a parent, is always a trying time

Anniversaries are usually difficult, hyper. I think they represent another level of realization of the permanency of the loss - but I also think they represent another level of healing. I just want to remind you how far you've come in the last year, and to assure you that you'll keep moving forward. People respond to tragedies in so many ways - I'm very proud of you for being able to make so many positive changes in your life in the past year.

On a much lighter note, I wish you and your honeyman the best as you begin your adventure together across the pond.

agreed, moving forward is the only thing one can do. you are taking it much better than i would and i admire that

thank you so much, HopeGrows. i have tried very hard to accomplish what i could in the last year. i couldn't truly help my mother while she was alive (though i tried) and i made a conscious decision not to let her death destroy me. i turned my regrets into an action plan for changing my own life, i suppose.


TheKing, i understand exactly what you mean! don't worry about getting passionate on my thread! i am enthusiastic about WP too, and honestly people here helped me so much in my lowest points.

@Hyperlexian
i didn't know you had youtube videos i just found them by accident like 3 minutes ago lol

oh yeah i forgot about those!! !! i haven't done any in a long time. i ran out of stuff to say lol

well i liked those videos

awwww thank you. do you make videos too?

not really, me and my brother made one once i think it has like 10 views idk lol let me correct that, 2 views lol its under milkdude94

my buddy Drew makes some, packlesswolf1, look it up he is an amazing guitarist

i will check those out when i get home later!

i been home all day cuz im sick off a bad batch of Dominos pizza last night, go figure

Well sorry if I sound insensitive, being a near emotionless freak it's hard to empathise, only things that I can relate to sadly .







And I don't blame you for giving up on video games you could be suffering the effects of end of life cycle console fatigue * I think we've all been their, I think we are heading into a dark storm every game is starting to feel like a similar difference, a creative ennui me thinks

basically I'm saying WW games lose their appeal after a while


Though their are a few gems like Kane and Lynch 2 ( not sure why it cops so much flack,) Bayonetta and Vanquish are stand outs , what I like most about these games is they give a 2 finger salute to the poo faced to serious games developers (I blame Hollywood)

*And it's coming soon my guess X box 720 in late 2012 early 2013 ( of cause they will keep their cards close to their chest) which is a shame I'd still be a Sony fan if they didn't botch their little experiment.

TheKing, are you the guy with long hair or short hair? the video is great! your friend is quite awesome on the guitar, wow!

aussiebloke, i didn't think you were insensitive. you told me what you could relate to, and that was cool. i got another med added today - Seroquel/quetiapine. never tried it before.

(((hugs))) and my condolences hyper, this thread got me to thinking about an eerily similar situation I went through in June of this year. I think I should make a thread on that, will do so tomorrow.

Anyway, I think you are doing great and taking things well.

im the guy with short hair, the guy with long hair is my filipino brother Jason(same mom different dad for my 2 older brothers and older sister) i prefer my hair short cuz i cant grow it long i have tried many times it just doesnt work

im always telling Drew he could be famous if he could meet the right people for his guitar

thank you PM, i really appreciate that! i am intrigued about your story also.

TheKing, you come across very well in that video! your hair looks great short - it suits you.