Feeling unloved? Vent it here.

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I always felt like people hated me. When I was in school the teachers and kids were horrible to me. The teachers would punish me and sometimes physically restrain me for no reason. And the kids would leave me out of things and ignore me. And to this day when I try to talk to someone online or send them a message, they ignore me too.

All these feelings of being neglected and unloved make me feel like I don't want to live anymore, like if something were to happen to me no one would even care.

Lately I am feeling unloved by my parents and sisters. They all have separately admitted to me within the last three days that I anger them on a nearly daily basis. Even my mother who says I can talk to her about anything only scolded me when I tried to tell her about an issue I was having. She told me that I "talk too slow" because I often take long pauses when I speak to process my thoughts. She yelled at me for forty-seven minutes over this. And when we discuss other personal issues I have; social, neurological etc., rather than being supportive like she says she will be, she only becomes irate with me; and I am left utterly confused as to what I have done wrong.

suddenly lost my Fiancee, and don't understand WHY she didn't want me anymore, after telling me she truly loved me! YES, I FEEL UNLOVED! (

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An Asperger's man who has Autism Spectrum Disorder level 1- mild, with a sprinkling of Synesthesia.