100 Reasons I shouldn't kill myself

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Killing yourself ruins the chances of it getting better. meow

47. I get to self-inject fancy drugs for Chrohn's that hurts worse than of the self-harm I have done to myself in the past. Who needs cutting? (Which I have never done, to myself ,,that was middle school though)
48. Cake
49. Cheesecake
50. Cheese

51. Gel nail polish! For the first time that I can remember people are not looking at my fingernails and thinking "OMG. Whats wrong with that woman?"

Meow mew meow mew meow meow meow. Hiss.

52. Still more gardens to visit once the snow finally decides to go away.

53. I need to finish my cross stitch project
54. Need to learn how to knit
55. Need to assemble and paint miniatures to play my brother with

You guys are WIMPs, weakly interacting something somethings, someone is feeling suicidal and you can't even come up with 100 reasons or things to do, or flavors of magic pixie dust to help him hold his head above water for even a moment.

54. Um, flying
55. Landing

56. Puppies

57. Marshmallows

58. Toasted cheese sandwiches

59. the smell of a hot delicious dinner.

60. every day has the potential to make another's life more pleasant.

61. cute fluffy bunnies (do an image search for Jersey Wooly).

62. the feeling you get when you hear a great song.

63. Might have an opportunity to play a concerto with an orchestra next year, instead of really half-assing it at a competition this year
64. Finally tapering that prednisone crap, feeling better already, will only take weeks and weeks

65. I can't be bothered.

66. I haven't finished my thesis yet.
67. Root beer floats.

68. Ice cream
69. Learn Rachmaninoff cello piano sonata
70. Find badass pianist to play said sonata with

Don't know if I qualify as a "badass" pianist, but...
71. Learn to play said Rachmaninoff sonata (something about his music just resonates with me)

72. Pretty sunsets
73. Rainbows

It's similar in difficulty to one of his concerto's.

This list seems to be getting a bit childish to me. Most of it is nice, but does it really add anything meaningful? Beyond it's pretty and all.

74. I could finish my degree, and maybe a master's and add a little bit to humanity with my skills.
75. If I don't kill myself, I could get married and have children eventually.

76. One day the people in my life will realize that I am actually a man.