Thanks : )
I am fighting these feelings off, but feel like I'm at the edge of a cliff. My brain keeps trying to slip into self destruct but I'm trying to use positive thinking to avoid this.
My Mom is moving out on Aug 31, but the place I thought I had secured fell through (long story.) So now I don't have a place to live as of Sept. 1st. Bit of a stress there. I hope to get it sorted before I do something stupid. But I am getting angrier and angrier with myself. And frankly I'm wondering what the point of living this life is. My mother can't stand to live with me, my boyfriend can't stand living with me. I can't find or hold down a job. I can't even trust my own mind.