blazingstar wrote:
Good work at handling a million problems/issues/things coming at you all at once. I hope it all works out well for you and your son.
Thanks, blazingstar, I'll continue to try.
Today I have a presentation to create because I have to deliver it tomorrow. Combine that with the fact that my last week will be my busiest and most challenging week and I'm stressed. I keep on putting of this presentation and when I don't focus on the reason for this behavior, I feel like I'm just procrastinating and being lazy. But I realize I'm stressed about it and don't want to do this presentation. Actually creating the presentation is going to be just add to my stress about performing it.
I have no trouble doing presentations, it's just that this one is going to be about a musculoskeletal condition (shoulder impingement) and I'm not as strong in that area. And I have to focus on interventions (treatments), but I'll be giving a presentation to people who have done a lot of treatments for shoulder impingement. The funny part is if I do this presentation and I literally tell these folks everything they already know (and there's a good chance that will be what happens), they'll be totally nice about it and I'm sure I'll still get a good grade. I'm afraid I'll get that fake congratulations that goes along with it such as, "Well, that was really a good presentation, <insert my name here>, I'm sure you learned something.
That'd mean I basically wasted about 8 people's lunch time to regurgitate crap they already know. I guess there's worst things in this world, it's just that I always take stuff like that and it makes me feel "special". I usually do better presentations than most NTs so I'll just have to suck it up and do this. Presentations are usually my strength, no reason this should be any different. Ugh.....I'm freakin' exhausted.....