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Dear Unnamed Person,

I'm trying. I'm really trying. You talk to everyone else. Why not me? What did I do wrong?

Me

Dear WP,

I DO NOT LIVE IN A DESERT!

From RM.

Dear world,
PULL YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ARSE AND STOP TORMENTING PEOPLE WHO ARE DIFFERENT TO YOU!! !
I'm not just talking about aspies, I'm also talking about people with other disabilities, physical abnormalities and even different hair colour to you! btw I'm reffering to EVERYONE who is different, not just me.
-Mel

Dear mum,

I'm proud of my weight, so sod off!

Does anyone remember your name?

(It's a pun from that song, "In the Desert"...)

Dear Mum,

Friggin' hell let me deal with my own problems!!

Dear WP,

Stop judging me from my choice of words in posts. I try to be careful, not just about the spelling and grammar of my posts, but what words I choose. If you think I have buggered up in some way, point it out, but don't say anything about what you think about it. I do not like being judged, and I try not to judge.

Some members think I am too logical, and lack humour, or am unfeeling. I'm sorry if I come across this way, but I will not feel sorry if people persist in this attitude when I try to help them. And if they feel I don't let them know enough about me, I have been burned many a time by people, whom I thought were friends and protectors. There are very few people in the real world that I would call friends in a strong sense, and certainly almost none of my age. Not only that, but I'm very selective about people. They rarely live up to expectations. People don't love me usually, but judge me.

I'm beginning to wonder what's so special about AS. It seems we have as many divisions and factions as NTs. And worse, we react more to things that don't go our way. I will never advocate a cure for autism or AS. But I'm starting to wonder why some people have a high opinion of AS. I'm also beginning to doubt about how many people on this forum even have AS. I'm also beginning to wonder how many people join here either as a means to troll vulnerable people, or just as a hangout because nobody understands them (and they don't or probably don't have AS).

I am also getting annoyed at people saying they wish to end their life. Annoyed and distressed and depressed. All due sympathy and empathy and help should be given, but why do people persist? People who commit suicide commit a sin against themselves, not in the outdated religious sense, but in a very real sense. They are denying themselves the right to experience life, which they only get one shot at. I care because they think no-one does. I mean, does anyone know what happened to ladakh?

Mimus est fabula. Or is it?

Quatermass

Dear Demon,

I think the best of you; yet you constantly think the worst of me.

I cannot speak to you proactively, approach you commonly: I don't want to, nothing more; nothing less. But you hate me for this. How do you get from here to there; from peace to hate? Your very presence next to me is all the communication I require; I can view your physical actions, and compare them to mine, this allows me to understand what you do, what you like and who you are: you do nothing but bounce a ball, well isn’t that what you like? You rock on your chair, twirl your pen and hum beautiful tunes to yourself; whilst doodling interesting objects – some are not even of objects that exist…cool! You like balance – testing your body to its gravitational limits, hopefully improving its hand eye coordination, make noise that’s soothing to the ears to counterbalance the overwhelming pain that those cars cause; imagining what isn’t by testing your imagination to the creator’s (whoever whatever whenever that is/was). Hey, you’re a pretty cool person, you’ll notice I like staring into the void; yeah, it’s not as lucid as the things you’re doing, but I’m trying to find something that’s held within nothing; much like how you draw objects that don’t exist, hum tunes that have no notes, testing gravity that’s invisible to the eye. We’re quite similar! We’d make good friends…. Why do you walk away from me, call me names that I wasn’t named, throw things at me that I don’t like catching? You’re not peaceful? What…. Your actions were very peaceful, friendly and happy until your face and actions changed, from a multitude of peaceful meanings to the painted on demon in a second…. I know the demon, but you weren’t one! How is that possible…a chameleon changes colour when there’s a threat, I’m not a threat! You must see that: if I were a threat you wouldn’t see it; you’d be shot through the heart from my longbow and your last image of this world would be my eyes as I gently cut your throat – your flesh would sustain me for weeks…. You’re not a boar, so I’ll never be a threat to you; not even if you were a boar, society provides us with plenty of food.

Demon, what did I do to deserve this treatment? We were going to be friends!

Daniel

Dear mum,

I have the power now, you Twiggy fanatic!

Strange you should bring him up so long after he left. I think about him sometimes...he gave me alot of good advice and was a wise man. I'm surprised anyone else remembers.

Anyway, Dear WP,

Stop assuming that the voice of my posts is hostile and aggressive. I'm a nice guy, just passionate, so don't read into my words like that.

Thankyou, Mitch.

Dear D.L.,

I'm sorry I ran away from you when you invited me to join your church's Wednesday school classes all those years ago. You were a good friend to me in high school, and this was my opportunity to get to know you better. You're a beautiful woman in every way, but I felt so inferior because I saw myself as nothing more than a fat kid who watched too much TV. I hope I see you again one day, so I can tell you this in person.

Dear brain,
please stop reading between peoples' lines, or trying to, and assuming that all they say is aimed at you personally in an underhand way. If they don't want to know you, fair enough. If they do, they will persist and learn to accept you, faults and all, as you will them.

Dear Cockney - AKA Sid,

It's brave of you to be able to admit to your fellow members that you're the Black Sheep of the WrongPlanet community. Not every Aspie is meant to be a genius. You're perfect just as you are, with your 113 IQ, and your bowel problems. Don't let other peoples' words get to you.

Cockney

XD

Attn. Cat Haters

Whoever shot my cat in the rear end with a B.B., please be advised, if you ever get near me, I will kick your rear end across the street! Animal abuse is not something I put up with!

Dear people who don't understand why I don't go to school,

I don't know why I don't go to school...

From Ashleigh.