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Hey! I was going to spike her soup with Celexa, but it takes months of taking it every day to work and I only had few opportunities to spike her soup!


I complain now that I'm on 40mg of Celexa and still feeling hellish in the daytime... my routine is as stimulating as I can make it... I eat yummy food, shower, sleep, go on here for 2 hours at the library, go on here for as long as I can in the evening, and I should start calling MADDuck regularly and talking to him for a few hours; I should get up early, eat, go on the net at the library, come back, eat, talk to Chris and then by the time he has to leave it's almost time for me to go on WP again! Yes, that's what I'll do! But my problem is that I feel like sleeping at odd times! Oh well, not so much any more!

Why is it that I get verbally attacked by people when I try to reach out to them. I tried to hug one of my friends, because I knew that she was having a bad day. She snapped away and yelled, "Not now!" I was getting in trouble for being myself. She usually likes it, when I hug her. I'm staying right here, in the communications room of my clubhouse, until she comes to me. She's out with her worker, right now. I don't think that she realizes how sensitive I am. I might as well not give out any hugs, at all. Most NTs don't seem to like them.

WP is so boring today. I'm bored, depressed, jaded, have some darkness in my head I shouldn't have, and feel like throwing up, though not so much any more now that I'm drinking water.

Things that piss me off:

Enormous mobs of chattering, cackling girls.

The loud, obnoxious motorcycle brigade (consisting of upper middle class old men riding Harley's that cost more than a house) barrelling down the roads out here, thinking they're Hell's Angels.

People wandering into the camp (I actually live inside a Boyscout campground- my father is the head ranger) and then becoming belligerent when they are told to leave.
Bonus: Scout parents. The boys are fine, but the parents create trouble. They bring their crockpots. They leave trash everywhere. They don't follow any rules, and think that rules don't apply to them.

People who go to Borders and Barnes & Noble, and scribble all over the books.

Uninvited guests.

Kids saying things like "that's gay!" and "that's ret*d!"

People who talk loudly and play with their cellphones at the movie theater.

Missing the plot twist at the end of a Law and Order episode because:
1- The phone rings
2- Someone is talking my ear off
3- Someone walks in and tells me to put something I left out back in the cabinet, and it just can't wait another five minutes.

Random boobs asking me, "why are you so white?"

Same random boobs accusing me of racism when I tell them,
"Uh, because I'm white?"

On that note- any time people pull the race card just because someone doesn't bend to their will. There is no such thing as race, only w*kers.

Being told I can't have autism, (because I'm able to):
1- Use the internet.
2- Send emails.
3- Speak eloquently on the internet.
4- Am not a drooling wreck.

Art instructors docking points from projects because they don't like my subject manner.

Ambush hugs = heart attack.

Pity, flattery, and being condescended.

Elitist, arrogant "Intellectuals".
They can take their IQs (which they probably inflated) and shove it up their pompous butt.

My aunt acting like a nasty, spoiled brat on Monday and being nasty to my grandmother.
Not like she cares... My grandmother will just forget it anyways! (sarcasm.)

I am vegetarian, not all "morally superior", and I don't eat the other kind of meat you mention either.

I just get physically ill when I eat meat, so I don't eat it.

No food except tomato soup and tomato-flavored beans... and a bunch of inedible stuff.

I feel guilty for having pizza

I'll probably have waited all day for food only to have something cheap because Kevin will only have lent her $20.

I am pissed off right now because I was listening to my Insignia NS-DV4G while it was in my pocket because my T9 was charging and when I pulled it out to use the radio, I noticed the screen was busted. It had 3/4 of the screen white and there were white vertical line on it making the text illegible and making the device nearly impossibe to use. It also STOPPED working and I tried everything I could do to get the friggin thing to work.* I was going to use that as a Christmas gift for my sister, but I can't because of that crappy device. I mean, what kind of MP3 player ends up with a busted screen when you pull it out of your pocket to switch to the radio? Certainly not a Samsung YP-T9 or anything not an iPod.

*No, the battery didn't die because I had just charged it up and my T9 was charging through my LG cell phone charger. I couldn't charge BOTH at the same time because I had my digital camera charging through the only unoccupied USB port on my computer.

Ther was a time when everything I had seemed to malfunction or stop working... I thought I was alone!


I'm so bored. What will I do tomorrow? I don't have the patience to organize my stuff! I only get 2 hours on the internet. I'm tired of staying in the room. What will I eat? We have NOTHING!

uhh...I have some ways to make money threw easy work if yur curious Ana

HOW? I'm not sending you dirty pics of me!

I meant honest work for honest pay
a job-or going door to door mowing lawns and such

No lawns to mow. Half of Edmonton is apartments, and a lot of the houses don't have backyards. Or front yards, for that matter. Lots of people have landcaping, stones, etc.

How can I not be suspicious and overly cautious of people when some out there call me a ret*d?

Ants! Where are the stupid ants in my apartment coming from? I hate ants - death to the ants!