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22 Nov 2019, 2:22 am

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-20 wasted $30 getting my hair cut, and why should I keep trying to not get fatter,

Because, if you (or I) gets fatter, it'll require wasting limited income on getting more clothes. Not to mention it makes getting around harder and it's easier to aim when you piss if you can see your junk. If you can't aim you need to clean the bathroom more often. I'm not being flippant, I'm focusing on the tiny things that impact quality of life when they add up.

Also, right now I feel null.

It requires me to go hungry 90% of the time, and it doesn’t matter if I stop or lose weight I’ll never be good enough for any woman, so it’s pointless.

I’d like to have variety too but I can’t . I’d like to eat a sandwich and chips instead of cereal again but cereal is 350 calories and sandwich and chips is way more then thst and so would go over my calorie limit thus making me fatter.

I'm not sure what your diet looks like, but the thing that's literally killing me is how much soda I drink. I'm pretty sure that's between a third and half of my calories in a day. But anyways, I gotta head out to work, so knock my score down another few points until 1am.

I don’t drink soda . When you start counting calories you see how much each food has.m
One slice of bread is 110 calories. Two slices to make a sandwich is 220 calories. Already the bread alone is almost a bowl of cereal. Meat is another 100-200 calories, slice of cheese is 80 calories. Chips another 100-200 calories and so a sandwich and chips is double now. And when you can only eat 1600-2,000 calories a day it’s a lot,
Fast food is worse. W small hamburger is 500 calories, frisée 500 calories a single meal from fast food is the whol days worth of calories.

But eating the same small amount of food every single day is depressing.
I’m sick of chicken. I’m tired of constantly being hungry so I’ve eaten a lot since grandmas passed and when I get sad I eat a lot so I haven’t kept to my limit most days.
Now I’m close to 300 pounds I’ve never been this fat. I’m wearing 3xl pants and they almost don’t fit me, there’s no size past 4x.

It’s hard to keep to limit when sad and I get sad most days. Works stressful, women keep rejecting me. So I eat more then I should.

Remember that billboard at the beginning of Futurama for Bachelor Chow? It sounds like you're describing the customer experience. 'Small bland portions of the same stuff I'm slowly growing to resent.'

It's healthy to not drink soda, so that's something you can consider an achievement, even if it's a small one.

Since my ex passed I've struggled quite a bit with eating to distract myself, or other vices. At least since I'm a fat guy no one suspects that bulimia is a significant factor in why I'm closer to 225 than 300.

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22 Nov 2019, 2:28 am

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-oops - i told a guy with one arm (couldn't tell because he had a coat on) to also use his other arm when he complained of a bag being heavy. i wonder if i'll ever learn to stop giving unsolicited advice.

that reminds me of when i was walking behind somebody i thought was a woman, this person was slender, a bit curvy, wearing tank top and tight jeans, and they stopped in front of me, and as i was maneuvering around them i said "excuse me, ma'am" and they whipped around and it was a very masculine bearded man [whippet thin] who in an angry baritone said "WHAT did you call ME?!"

Mind your manners pleaze young man..? Lol

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22 Nov 2019, 9:31 am

8! I read about some good news yesterday in the paper and while it doesn't directly affect me now, and possibly never, I'm happy for everyone whose lives the change will be making easier and better. I've been in good mood because of this all day.

Plus, weekend's here.

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22 Nov 2019, 6:31 pm

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22 Nov 2019, 7:05 pm

2 yard work , very tired

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22 Nov 2019, 7:12 pm

^^^yeh, i wish somebody else would do the yardwork and let us energy-bereft types just relax.

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22 Nov 2019, 8:47 pm

-5 No sleep last night (literally), just a touch of dozing a couple times throughout the day, but I'm not sure if I even got to the point where I fully lost consciousness. I'm saying "screw it" and having a Mountain Dew at almost 8 PM because it sounds delicious and I'd probably be up anyway.

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22 Nov 2019, 9:50 pm

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happy dewing.

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22 Nov 2019, 11:32 pm

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Family’s debt is going wipe out my life’s savings.

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23 Nov 2019, 12:20 am

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Family’s debt is going wipe out my life’s savings.

Hugs

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23 Nov 2019, 12:32 am

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^^^yeh, i wish somebody else would do the yardwork and let us energy-bereft types just relax.

Agreed...! So friggin tired cannot even sleep just lie there and be sore .
No help from advil. Or low level allergy pill . And only 1/3 done. Drat drat drat.

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23 Nov 2019, 12:34 am

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Family’s debt is going wipe out my life’s savings.

that sucks. do you have any say in the matter?

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23 Nov 2019, 12:42 am

Jakki wrote:

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^^^yeh, i wish somebody else would do the yardwork and let us energy-bereft types just relax.

Agreed...! So friggin tired cannot even sleep just lie there and be sore .
No help from advil. Or low level allergy pill . And only 1/3 done. Drat drat drat.

next time you're north of the border you could ask a pharmacist for some 222's [codeine and acetaminophen] tablets? i swear by them.

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23 Nov 2019, 1:31 am

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Family’s debt is going wipe out my life’s savings.

that sucks. do you have any say in the matter?

It’s in my name so no

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23 Nov 2019, 2:48 am

That really sucks, Sly.

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23 Nov 2019, 1:29 pm

6; I ate too much sugar... but I didn't want to waste that extra caramel sauce that didn't fit in to the cake I made! I need to hold back with the actual cake, then... but whatever; it's caramel so my family's sure to like it.

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