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01 Jan 2020, 1:28 pm

-10

I already feel like this year will be a repeat of the previous year.



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02 Jan 2020, 12:26 am

-5

I'm scared of humans.

There was a guy at the bar tonight that was being really creepy to people I was around. I told him outside that "I'm sorry you struck out with those women," exhibiting a neutral affect. He swung his bike lock at me. It hit the pillar I was hiding myself behind.

The part of me that's suffered at the hands of power exercised unjustly wanted to delete him from existence. Someone I knew settled me down and I value him so much for it.



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02 Jan 2020, 6:37 am

+5

And then the night made a distinct turn in a different direction...
Life mostly provides crap, but sometimes providence.
I tend to build up into lament across shorter timescales than the average distance between the kindnesses of reality.



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02 Jan 2020, 3:58 pm

I was -10 but now I am +8. Not quite a +10 yet because a passing virus is leaving my body! I am going to throw the virus out so fast that it will not know what day it is!


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02 Jan 2020, 7:51 pm

8.5

My work was looking very good today. I’m starting to get faster, too.

A friend sent some pics of house new (old) house in North Vancouver he’s renovating. Looks like there’s probably $2-3k worth of work for me to do there maybe. 8)


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02 Jan 2020, 9:02 pm

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03 Jan 2020, 12:23 am

9. The hottest hookup I had over the holidays messaged to see if I’m free to come over Saturday. I guess I give good massages. And other things. 8)


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03 Jan 2020, 12:41 am

goldfish21 wrote:
9. The hottest hookup I had over the holidays messaged to see if I’m free to come over Saturday. I guess I give good massages. And other things. 8)


ugh. isn't this too much information, too personal and private, maybe even unclassy?



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03 Jan 2020, 1:25 am

he's obviously referring to gifts, goldfish gave him a very nice scarf for christmas that he knit himself.


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03 Jan 2020, 1:38 am

i'll accept that.



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03 Jan 2020, 2:16 am

טוב אחי

חמש


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03 Jan 2020, 8:43 am

*shrug* I almost never post in this thread to complain. This thread needs more higher number feeling good posts. I’m just doing my part to spread a little positivity. :)

Kiprobalhato wrote:
he's obviously referring to gifts, goldfish gave him a very nice scarf for christmas that he knit himself.


*knit knit stitch* lol thanks for the laugh. :)


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03 Jan 2020, 9:02 am

5 I guess. I caught a mild virus.



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03 Jan 2020, 12:51 pm

goldfish21 wrote:
8.5

My work was looking very good today. I’m starting to get faster, too.

A friend sent some pics of house new (old) house in North Vancouver he’s renovating. Looks like there’s probably $2-3k worth of work for me to do there maybe. 8)


this is a lovely, positive post.



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03 Jan 2020, 1:49 pm

8

I return to school this Tuesday! :)


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04 Jan 2020, 6:33 am

5. I'm anxious and hurt still but i have an appointment with my therapist this evening. I'm wishing she can help me at least a little.