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I would bet that at least some of your "reading comprehension problems" are the result of anxiety.

When I get anxious, my reading comprehension sucks, too.

I also know that a brief is hard to write. You must get to the "heart of the matter" in as few words as possible. It takes a great amount of practice to write a good brief.

5 or so.
When I think of categories I've succeeded in compared to others on here it's hard to not feel like that represents something even if the list is still smaller than an allistic individual.

The concept of being doubly exceptional is just more proof of this:

I remember when I was a speech pathology student in a practicum and I had to see clients.

The most trouble I had was not with the clients----but with writing their "case summaries" for their sessions It took me a long time to be concise enough so that it filled up the requisite small space allotted to me.

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Should I say, like negative something? I dunno. To say a negative number simply means to feel 'bad' -- I don't feel bad about what I feel.

Of one of the very few things that can make me cry.



It's just that... For the things I deal, the things I heard and seen:
I'm not worried, I'm not afraid -- at least, for myself, mostly. I rarely do worry or fear much for others but...

When people are, as they say.. Afraid of the world.. It's making me cry.
They -- these people, be it the town locals, the visitors, those people I passby everyday, my neighbors, my family, complete strangers...

These talks of their concerns, saying things happening in the world are scary -- that they're afraid -- they'll do things to be positive, pray, be ready, whatever.


It's making me cry. I'm already aware of the situations and can logically conclude some people will panic.
I've already deeply believed that the world is a hostile place and had heard a lot of fear from others -- and yet there was no sorrow in it because that's just me and this hard facts of reality and events happening before me and everyone.

But them voicing the same things as if they wanna cuddle themselves for assurance -- it's making me cry. I don't understand why.



I normally ignore these concerns of theirs like another day and I have nothing to do with any of these, whether I'm aware of their concerns of not.
Yes, I have urges to help others out be it out of altruism or compassion -- but in the end of the day it's none of my business.
Logically, they have more time and resources in their hands unlike I do. So there's nothing for me to worry about others.



So why the sadness?
I'm not sad of the harsh reality (both mine and others'), I'm not sad of the helplessness or uncertain possibilities, I'm not sad that others are worried -- in fact that may piss me off.
I do not sought anyone to assure me that things will be alright because I had truly found out and known that.

Yet I'm sad if people are scared of the world because of things happening around -- I have this damning urge to say things will be fine regardless and have faith -- but how can I be so certain?
How could I assume the uncertain and yet to be seen? How dare I even say have faith when I don't had much of it in the first place?

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i hope nobody takes that room before me.

real estate/roof over head, is pretty daggone competitive up here now. i predict within 5 years it will be just as bad as california in most areas up here.