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08 Feb 2015, 9:54 pm

I had a relatives cancer come back, they have six moths.... :cry:



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08 Feb 2015, 10:07 pm

^^^
hope you two can check off all of his bucket list items before then.



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09 Feb 2015, 2:32 am

Say yes, you're wrong.
Say no, you're wrong.
Say maybe, you're wrong.
Say anything, you're wrong.
Don't say anything, you're wrong.

And I have to suck it up on everything. Ah LOL. :lol: :x


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09 Feb 2015, 2:37 am

^^^
I know something of how that goes :? you're doin' alright IMHO :thumleft:



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09 Feb 2015, 9:53 pm

auntblabby wrote:
^^^
I know something of how that goes :? you're doin' alright IMHO :thumleft:


(These days constantly)Confused and (not always) frustrated but fine in general.



And now my current rant: That I feel like my mom is going to ban me from pacing all over the city because she doesn't want me to walk under the sun. :( Funny she's trying to take care of my face (in a literal sense). :lol: But.. But....


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09 Feb 2015, 9:55 pm

^^^
as they say on this side of the pond, "that's better than a dry, hacking cough." :)



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12 Feb 2015, 11:46 am

Tired of idiots who don't pick up after their idiot dogs. It's disgusting and potentially harmful to children.



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12 Feb 2015, 2:46 pm

aging is a bit less than fun. :|



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12 Feb 2015, 7:47 pm

Once again my plans to spend time with my mom has been foiled by weather conditions.



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13 Feb 2015, 5:30 am

I've really had enough of this damn anxiety. So many frivolous things in my day to day life are making me a nervous wreck for absolutely no reason and all I look forward to is the weekend so I can get intoxicated and forget about it. :x I have no logical reason most days to feel anxiety and everything I get anxious about proves to be just fine but yet I still do, for no damn reason. God I hate my genetics. I'm gonna be an alcoholic in 6 months if I keep this up.


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13 Feb 2015, 4:17 pm

if my body would only tolerate alcohol I would have managed to avoid much pain.



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20 Feb 2015, 5:55 am

If I may interject here, Auntblabby, it's a good thing you can't tolerate alcohol! Alcohol's a terrible coping mechanism.

886... I hope you can find a way to deal with this anxiety without turning to compulsive drinking. It will absolutely shatter your world; you think it's hard dealing with anxiety now... When you start getting the shakes because you haven't had a drink etc etc it just spirals.
I feel like I can't post this without sounding preachy, but if you can, try anything! Acupuncture (which I started again today and admittedly feel pretty good!) or yoga or gym work or white noise and a pillow taped around your head; whatever might be able to nudge you towards a less self-destructive course. I had many people say this to me and found it very hard to listen, though I understand in retrospect... Get out before it gets too hard!! !


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20 Feb 2015, 8:33 am

I miss having my own space.
Why do you all have to be so noisy and stressed out? I love you all, but I don't care for your noise making. Do you like the sound of your footsteps? Are you trying to imitate an elephant stomping around in stiletto heels on a wooden floor? Why do you have to use such a high pitched babble voice when talking to the dogs, cant you see it drives them nuts? They're already excited to see you, can't you hear their nails tap dancing for you?
No, I'm not unhappy to see you again, you were only gone a few days, yes, I have noticed that everyone is here again, why are you only nit picking at the flaws... Yes of course I did remember to give the animals fresh water... sighs.

Why have you come in here to argue, go back to the house that you OWN and have your damn disagreement there.



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20 Feb 2015, 8:11 pm

Cold why cant you just leave already it is nearly march.



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20 Feb 2015, 8:18 pm

invaderhorizongreen wrote:
Cold why cant you just leave already it is nearly march.

and the cold is saying, "you will miss me come the dog days of summer!"



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21 Feb 2015, 5:45 am

bungleton wrote:
If I may interject here, Auntblabby, it's a good thing you can't tolerate alcohol! Alcohol's a terrible coping mechanism.

886... I hope you can find a way to deal with this anxiety without turning to compulsive drinking. It will absolutely shatter your world; you think it's hard dealing with anxiety now... When you start getting the shakes because you haven't had a drink etc etc it just spirals.
I feel like I can't post this without sounding preachy, but if you can, try anything! Acupuncture (which I started again today and admittedly feel pretty good!) or yoga or gym work or white noise and a pillow taped around your head; whatever might be able to nudge you towards a less self-destructive course. I had many people say this to me and found it very hard to listen, though I understand in retrospect... Get out before it gets too hard!! !

I've been saying for months I need to get to a therapist, I just keep making excuses - and I shouldn't have any because I have health insurance and 8 fully covered visits under my EAP.

I'm just terrified of starting the old routine of having new meds shoved down my throat until one magically helps soothe my anxiety or the usual, making me emotionally and mentally unstable. :|

I'm well aware of the adverse effects of alcohol dependency, I watched my grandmother suffer 50 years of alcoholism, and alcohol withdrawls inducing dementia in her 70s. A lack of a social life and working graves isn't doing me many favors though.


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