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10 Mar 2021, 1:17 pm

4...? Pretty good anyway considering that I have a rather annoying medical thing on Friday and it's been eating on my nerves for the last two or so weeks. I've had it once before so I suppose I'm not as nervous as last time, but it still annoys me.



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10 Mar 2021, 10:49 pm

At my typical 7.


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11 Mar 2021, 9:58 am

-5 (can't sleep well at all)


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12 Mar 2021, 9:42 am

-10 (this is ridiculous)


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12 Mar 2021, 8:16 pm

At my typical 7.


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12 Mar 2021, 9:13 pm

-9



Basically sums it up.


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13 Mar 2021, 7:32 am

-3. Too sensitive.



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14 Mar 2021, 1:46 pm

6

I'm not sure why. :?


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14 Mar 2021, 2:02 pm

0 (i actually slept well last night)


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15 Mar 2021, 11:24 am

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16 Mar 2021, 7:37 am

-1



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16 Mar 2021, 11:01 am

-6. Having full on panic attacks every other morning is getting old.



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17 Mar 2021, 1:41 pm

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17 Mar 2021, 2:06 pm

-5

Tired of hating myself.


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17 Mar 2021, 3:32 pm

-9 No hope of ever getting rid of this depression, think I really am about out of options, nothing’s actually helped. Only got a couple hours of sleep last night, but that’s actually a lot for a bad sleep night for me. Body’s doing its whole “I’m going to pretend I have MS” thing again :roll: Very strong suicidal thoughts, only stopped by thoughts of what the rest of my life would probably be like if I failed.


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17 Mar 2021, 5:35 pm

dragonsanddemons wrote:
-9 No hope of ever getting rid of this depression, think I really am about out of options, nothing’s actually helped. Only got a couple hours of sleep last night, but that’s actually a lot for a bad sleep night for me. Body’s doing its whole “I’m going to pretend I have MS” thing again :roll: Very strong suicidal thoughts, only stopped by thoughts of what the rest of my life would probably be like if I failed.


Please hang in there. I've been there with the irrational MS stuff, had to go to the hospital multiple times just to be sedated. I've been through Clonazepam withdrawal one time and I thought I had developed a nerve disorder and I couldn't stop insisting that it was real. But I went to the hospital and no, I was perfectly healthy, just severely needed medication. Think of the positives and the rational good thoughts. No matter how difficult it may seem, please try to reach out to someone in person if you're having those dark thoughts..it's a very dark place to go and no one deserves to be there. You can reach out to someone on here too, I really hope you feel better.