It's one of those times where how I feel right now is, "It depends, pick a thing and I'll tell you how I feel about that thing."
About the effects of what causes my disability, -9
About what I accomplished yesterday, +11
About Mom & Dad calling Friday and saying for me to call Hometown Homecare to hire someone to drive me the 100 miles to visit them next month, +10
Mom's birthday, my birthday, Father's Day, are all clustered together in June.
About Shannon from HH calling this morning to say she got my message and will schedule, +10
About my parents turning 81 this year and still being here, +10
About my parents being 80 something and disabled, -10
About my me being 50 something and disabled, -10
About me having a nice enough place to live, and my 2 fuzzy orange feline fellows, +10
About the distance between here and my parents being too far for any of us to drive ourselves any more, -10
About the great folks at Hometown Homecare, +10.
About how my health gets in the way of going places and doing things like my hobbies, -10
About someone with all the specific health problems I have still being able to do those hobbies to any degree at all, +10
About how our little midwestern county seat farm burg even has a model railroad club and a creative writers group, +11
About that my Social Security Disability income is just a hair below the poverty level for a household of 1 as determined by the US Department of Health and Human Services, -11.
About that the disability income even exists at all, +11
And as that one fellow on a BBC show titled "Connections" several times said,
"And so, there you have it."
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"There are a thousand things that can happen when you go light a rocket engine, and only one of them is good."
Tom Mueller of SpaceX, in Air and Space, Jan. 2011