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Brian0787
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09 Feb 2025, 2:37 am

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I have some trauma surrounding death and think I need to find a good therapist to process it with. I found out my cholesterol on Friday is high at 244. It's been scaring me some. I need to make some changes but it's hard when you just aren't used to eating certain foods. I've had those issues since childhood and change is very difficult. I stress eat alot. I am going to have to make some hard changes. I'm scared of what the future may hold if I don't get a handle on it. I'm supposed to see a new Psychiatrist Monday and am hoping it might lead to some positive things.


I hope things improve for you, Brian. I had a health check up 2 months ago and I was relieved to be ok.
However, I have for the most part stopped strenuous exercise since turning 40. I am sure I will eventually get back into a routine of running or another form of exercise but for now I am only walking. 30 minutes at a minimum per day and sometimes an hour or longer. I also did 100 pushups the other day and felt ok despite not doing any for a number of weeks.

It gets very, very cold where I live. It will be -24C in the morning tomorrow and -32C on Monday morning.
As a result I find myself staying inside much more. I drink more coffee too as a result. Normally I limit myself to a single coffee in the morning, but now I find myself having 2 and then sometimes another one in the afternoon or early evening.

I went to a walk in counselling session today. I'm fortunate that I live close to the counselling services and can go to address my concerns and get things off my chest. I likely would not be utilizing counselling if I had more people to talk to.
Isolation is the primary reason I go.

I try to eat healthy though sometimes I eat more than I should. I ate an entire large 3 topping pizza yesterday. That's a lot of calories and sodium. Today I bought more fruits and vegetables. I ate a healthy wrap with eggs and vegetables as well as a clove of broccoli that I fried. I think I might try to aim for a clove of broccoli every other day.

I have a goal and that keeps me optimistic about the future. My goal of course is to get my tv script sold and into development. I took some steps to pitch producers via a networking website recently. I eagerly await their response.
I've basically convinced myself that my project will become a reality and a success.

I also had a television show indicate they'd be willing to play an original piano piece of mine when I reached out to them.
It isn't a popular program, but it still would be exposure. At the same time, I don't have a video recording of myself playing the piece. Only audio. I used to have a video recording from many years ago but lost the file.

To re-record the song when I've already done so in the past isn't something I'm ecstatic about. Because I'm not sure there is any monetary gain even if I do get my song played on television (there may be a small royalty because it's my original composition) I'm not as determined to follow through and video record myself playing the song I once previously recorded.


Thank you so much! I greatly appreciate it :) I need to do alot more exercise also. That's great you're eating healthy! Pizza is one of my weaknesses as well. I used to be able to eat 6 slices but now I can eat only four as I get bad stomach issues. That's awesome you play piano!



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10 Feb 2025, 6:43 am

I always worry about being misunderstood as enthusiastic about China-related threads.

The fact is that I am not familiar with other topics, and my enthusiasm for replying disappears between looking up information and choosing words.


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14 Feb 2025, 2:46 pm

It makes me feel sad sometimes that because of my dissociation disorder I am immature for my age and I also have learning difficulties

But sometimes it doesn't make me feel sad because sometimes I think I have a better time than anyone


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14 Feb 2025, 2:56 pm

belijojo wrote:
I always worry about being misunderstood as enthusiastic about China-related threads.

The fact is that I am not familiar with other topics, and my enthusiasm for replying disappears between looking up information and choosing words.


I've always assumed people are more likely to engage with topics they're both familiar with and can provide a different perspective from the other participants on.


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