scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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At my typical 7.

Some where in the middle of 5 and 6. I'm okay, I think, but woke up kind of anxious with a bit of headache and bored.

+2.

+4. Feeling happy today and don't know why. ^.^

At my typical 7.

+1 I suppose.

-4.

-2

Anxiety and stress: -6
Physical: 2

+2?

Hugs to Blueberry, Flown, and Isa.

+3.

+2?

Hugs to Blueberry, Flown, and Isa.

-5

-10
I'm tired and emotionally drained. I hate the environment that I live in and I feel I have no way of changing it at all. The traffic noise isn't as much of an issue but Houston's weather has been off and on with rain and thunder(I am sensitive to the noise of thunder and lightning) I hate living in an apartment around a bunch of other people and I feel like I have no one to talk to and all alone. Even though I have my social-group I feel they aren't providing what I am looking for, I went there to form friendships and try and increase my social network and support for myself and learn about friendship and relationships(romantic mostly but platonic still works), it seems like they are only about getting you to live independently(having a job, going to school, driving, getting your own place, etc). I say this because yes, I could get a job and move to my own place and possibly drive but at the cost of losing my only support network I have(my immediate family) and the facilitator I feel knew most what I was actually there for left so now I don't know what to do.

Sometimes I really just want to be done with this, stay in my room, and never leave... Therapists aren't accepting new patients cause of Covid and the fact that you can't really meet in person so I just feel I have no options as far as how to proceed in life. Speaking of Covid now the delta variant has got me more anxious than before since it is worse than the original and thanks to our governor some don't have to wear masks if they don't want to and don't have to be vaccinated to go to public places and at the beginning of this month I was told someone tested positive for Covid in the building that the social group takes place. I just feel I have no control over my life right now!

At my typical 7.

+4
It's funny how little things can change your mood and outlook on life. I feel better today than yesterday and the only action I took was Rick-rolling my mother by replacing the shortcut icon to Google Chrome with a duplicated icon that instead went into my folder and played "Never Gonna Give You Up"(detailed explanation for those who don't know what Rick-rolling is, it's not originally how it's done but a different way of doing it).

I'm glad you're feeling better AB. I was concerned for you yesterday I'd love to know more about how you make icons for things on your computer. I still have no clue how to do that on my Macbook / Chrome.

I feel 4 today.