scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I'm sad for how bad you're feeling there, blueroses. I'd attempt to give you words that I think would help, but I know there's none in these situations that really do, and it's those acts of kindness that brighten some of that darkness.

I care, and I'll give you a genuine smile.

(Negatives, but I'm alright.)

4 or so. I feel like i don't even exist.

-5 A relative died recently and left me some money but I'm having to ask my relatives to help fill the claim form in. I feel guilty for causing them stress, especially my dad who is 80.

-2 (just can't seem to get out of burnout mode)

At my typical 7.

About a 3. I'm tired and lonely and sad. It's one of those days where it's a struggle moving one foot in front of the other.

^Hugs.

2.I am also tired, burnt out and lonely. Feel like sleeping all day.

3, feeling better after self-maintenance.

negatives when one stands on the edge of the abyss and knows what’s at the bottom, in that darkness, and it’s just you there, all of it internalized.

-5

I do suffer in quiet when it comes to just me. Which is how I like it, but in a way, it’s still self-absorbed, so it’s not as altruistic as it looks. Being overwhelmed with it all is just a reason, not an excuse.

Kindness sometimes comes back on me, and I never forget when it does. Not that I think I deserve it. Irrational self-hatred doing its thing.

-5 I feel mentally blind flapping around uselessly screwing up everything I touch due to my diagnosed inattentive type ADHD and self diagnosed aspergers.

My only escape is Guinness and music.