scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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At my typical 7.

2. I feel depressed, isolated and morose. I've never liked Sundays either.

3.23 [got up @ 5:30PM after sleeping 10 hours, feeling disconnected from the world more than normal even for me.]

0. Just feeling nothing right now, which I guess is better than feeling depressed or stressed out.

4. A gradual uplift. Financial frustrations more than any other at the minute.

At my typical 7.

+5

Still alright. Carer stuff is going pretty good, as I guess antibody levels are low right now so less self-attack leading to less symptoms; even if mobility is still poor, there's less of those terrible attacks. I was [quite] sad for someone, but that one will be cleared up now.

I guess I'm just waiting for the incoming bad now, maybe mental illness making me think that, maybe life tending to do that. Maybe both.

At my typical 7.

+3

Alright. Sorta amused with myself, actually. I swear there's just one specific "thing" in the entire universe that makes me a quiet Borderline purple petal picking picturesque personality over the slightest hint of something I can read too much into, and the potpourri flies everywhere and my eyes turn from rose to red salt red and the skies go from blue to ash, then back again in several minutes. I swear I'm emotionally stable. Well, usually. It's all a good thing though.

Someone is getting around a lot better inside, which makes me happy, even with something quite stressful said someone has going on right now with someone else, which ah, should probably be stressing me now that I think about it. But that's alright, I have a plan there.

4. Trying to relax.

At my typical 7, despite the fact I need to finish studying before tomorrow's class.

5 I guess. I'm kind of emotional and sad, but at the same time I'm hoping to feel better, because I know that I'll be all right eventually, I'm going to perservere. (however you spell that lol) but I'm slowly telling myself you're gonna be okay. It just sucks rn that I wasn't able to make/create a feeling of connection today but it's all right life goes on. I'm gonna stop whinin' and take a chillpill.

At my typical 7, despite my mom going on perfectionist rants earlier today.

I want to be part of the pro choice crowd, but I cannot go to protests...I have PTSD and sudden loudd noise can set it off so with how police try to cause chaos in protest crowds I don't think I want to take the risks to participate like I am small and even have a muscle condition which I am kind of weaker than I should be....so yeah I am a little too afraid to go to actual protests I'll leave thatt to people braver than me but I will still try to support it otherwise.

At my typical 7.

my fault for dreaming