scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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My poor kitty

^Best wishes for the kitty and you

I am about 4

At my typical 7.

At my typical 7; despite not completing my FAFSA for the 2022-2023 school year.

+3

Alright. Things have been better than I thought they'd ever be in reality. Looked grim over Christmas when it came to illness and someone, and it probably would have been over without some things, along with help from someone that kept me seeing that hope and brighter skies (thank you). I suppose I'm just waiting for next time, but I'd rather consider that living than waiting, and I won't waste time, kill time; I'll appreciate that time. The same goes for me stuff, just living and keeping the kept things as I do.

At my typical 7.

-7

Negatives

Guess stuff over Christmas caught up with me, finally. Overwhelmed amazingly so. Still physically functional for what needs doing, so in practical reality, in good standing. Energy low, so conserving it for practical functioning and therapy.

Mind's eye sees loves me not, so why even hope, making me dejected, downhearted; just poor old woe is me with this, as I'm my own melancholic foe, and the depressive thoughts have their allotted energy without choice.

At my typical 7.

Was feeling a lot of anxiety, deep depression, and feeling trapped. However I also felt overjoyed when I went to this website; it's a precious feeling.

^^^ way to go!

+10

^^can you tell us your secret to feeling good?

+3

Alright, if quite overwhelmed. Christmas was far worse than I let on in reality, and I guess you had to be here. Carer stuff still isn't too bad right now (comparatively speaking). That'll be how it goes. Me stuff: I know what I've known for a bit, as even though the negative voice and thoughts were doing their thing over what seems like months of absence (negative stuff is always there to some extent), the rest of me still knew and knows, which will make that number above far higher in reality, but I try to keep myself in check there. I get too emotional either way sometimes, but I shouldn't be too hard on myself considering everything.

At my typical 7.

negative something of hearts

Learnt something new today, I guess. I should have realized such, and maybe I did underneath it all but didn't want to face that one. My father did hit my mother. When I was very little, so I can't remember. She told me today when discussing something unrelated, but sorta related in a way. No idea why she never told me (likely because she didn't want me to dislike him, because that's how she goes). I always thought it odd that he'd obsessively tell me to never hit a female regardless of anything. As if that's repentance. I can forgive someone hitting me, because no biggie and who cares. I can't this one, forever. Genuinely angry, which is rare for me, but I'm also quite sad for her. She had to carry that one.