scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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^I'm sorry to see such a kind-hearted person feeling in despair. I hope the darkness lifts soon, Dill, and you can find more meaning in life, if not peace.

(Sorry for using that four-letter word, but I really do hope that for you).

Thanks for the kindness, blueroses (nice name, by the way).

Just a culmination of it all, I guess. Hard to hold onto hope when it's been mostly hopeless. Wishes are just...stuck in the bottom of the wishing well and the only real change is often closer to hell. I do have meaning via helping others where I can, someone that needs me, so you got one of three of yours there. I'll find peace one day, somewhere. Thank you again, and it's all just woe is me. I get by, even though I don't know why.

I hope you've been feeling better (still holding hope even if it's hard to, as I want others to find happiness in this life).

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Forgot to drink water today and got myself kinda dehydrated.

At my typical 7.

-5. Work stress is high. Overworked, overwhelmed and underpaid. Feel my employer crossed the line awhile ago into taking advantage of me, but feel trapped. A career change would not only be stressful, but also likely require a pay cut, which doesn't seem doable with inflation out of control. Also, past (failed) relationships on my mind and feeling like being single is the best bet for the foreseeable future, but not an easy thing to accept.

I'm sad to see you feeling bad, blueroses (yeah, my hopes above don't really work that well. I'll still hope).

It would feel like you're trapped when it comes to your career as you describe it (not much to see outside of a rock and a harder place there), but there always is the chance of something better, where you're treated with respect, even if it's where you are now (change can happen). I'm sorry about how you're treated. It's hard to see past the past and foresee anything better. Sometimes the future is better, sometimes not, and we often don't have much of a say which way it goes no matter how much we care, nor the amount of effort we put into the fare. I don't think you are destined for that lonesome road, as you're a nice, kind and giving person, and from what I can tell, independent, albeit the past that overshadows almost everything if it's been bad, not just relations, as before, is hard to look beyond. In a way, it's the future that's the problem, the fear (I repeated the same point three times ). Anyway, hoping you find happiness and peace in it all.

Dunno about me. I guess I'm feeling a little more nameless than normal today (my own personal reasons there), but that's fine, and the past will be there too. Not too negative in number even if it is, though, as I guess I hit acceptance with most things, and there's also peace in a way, even if it doesn't stop the nightmares.

At my typical 7.

-3 or so

As for me, I'll probably be destined for that lonesome road for the foreseeable future. I've accepted that one, though. I guess I'm lucky there. I'm not sure if acceptance makes this one feel any better or not. I like to think I'll be able to return to what I was working on when it comes to employment at some point in time (much higher odds there).

At my typical 7, despite what happened to me while I was eating breakfast.

-8 (i can't talk to humans anymore)

That's unfortunate. Let us know when you feel better.

Yeah. Hopefully you feel better there soon, RoadRatt.

+4

Alright. Morning seems bright.

-5.

Hoping you feel better soon too, Where_am_I.

+4

Day ended up bright, as did the night. Albeit, I feel sadness and concern for someone and wish for that healing light.

Good thing I'm not human. You can always talk to me. ^


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I finally came down after two days stoned on a Vitamin D supplement.
It's bizarre how sensitive my body is to ... everything.

Aw, thanks!

Edit: sorry, self absorbed. I hope you guys are all okay and feel better too.