Starbuline wrote:
Dear Self-
Go die, you worthless piece of sh**. No one wants you, no one likes you, and no one will miss you when you're gone. You have no purpose to live, because you will never amount to anything. All you do is destroy; no one needs a person like that. Go jump off an overpass, you dumbass.
-Me
If that were really true, you would not have so many on here who loved you, like KBABZ and Spacecase. Would they really love you if they considered you worthless? IT is only to yourself that you are worthless, you are so totally caught up in your own self hatred that you are making it impossible to allow any love in from others. Am I worthless? Because I can assure you, I have gone through very similar stuff to what you are describing on here, and others do not seem to see me as worthless. You really need to try to find the things you are good at, and don't say there aren't any, as that is total crap. Would you call someone else here a worthless piece of sh**? No? Then why do you treat yourself so damn bad? What did you do to deserve to be treated so badly by yourself?