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Hey H,

I hope all is going well for you. I miss you now and again; it's less frequent now, but it's there, and I'm sure it'll never go (you know how I am).

Hi,

How dare I give useful advice despite our 'bad blood'.

Nevermind, f**k it. f**k off for all I care.

Dear you

I love you, but you drive me nuts!

If I don't point out these obvious things before the work is started then the work will have gone to waste, I am not saying that you are a bad person, or saying anything negative about you at all, I am pointing out something basic and if you choose to personalise it, then that is your issue.

I really wish you wouldn't take offense, it creates needless tension in the house.

From me

Dear skank pharmacist at Walgreen's,

All I wanted was a flu shot, but you asked me for my medical insurance. I can't help that I left it at home, so don't f***ing assume that I can't have a shot at all; otherwise, you're just making an a** out of both of us, you f***ing c**t!

-An angry customer/patient

Dear me,

Stop being so paranoid. It's tiring, and annoying.

From me.

Dear moi,

I am not happy with your behavior this past weekend. Why did you act that way? All I wanted was to have a nice time at the zoo, but you ruined it with a massive meltdown because your football team lost and because you couldn't get a ride on the train. You acted like a f***ing idiot, all the kids there acted more maturely than you did, you stupid b*tch! You are so lucky you didn't go to jail that night, and that your husband is patient and has AS, as well. Otherwise, he would have dumped your whiny a** a long time ago. No wonder you don't have any friends, you fat c**t!

-Me

Dear Dad,

When you came home from that church retreat, you promised you'd try and change.

You aren't working on it as much as I thought you would.

You still use transphobic, homophobic, and racist slurs and you still curse up a storm. And most of all, you still are obvious in your preference of my two youngest siblings over me.

It hurts. Please try harder to live up to the promises you made.

-Araial

Dear Mrs f*****g opinionated,

You are an abhorrent, abomination of the lowest of the low.

The things you accused me of were the exact things that you were doing.

You just carry on in the ivory tower of your white bred middle class f****d up world and roll around in your pig ignorance.

I would enjoy you so much. In fact I would chew you up and take the greatest of pleasure in spitting you out.

Thank you....from me.

Dear it,

Its many years later and I still feel the effects of your actions, yet I doubt it has ever cost you a second thought.

I'm certain that if it ever crosses your mind that you can justify it to yourself.

From me

Dear you,

I think its crappy that you are only tolerant of me if I am saying yes to you.
I wish you would listen.

Me.

Hey you.

How have you been? I miss reading your thoughts.

Dear life,

If I could post a middle finger on here, I would.

-Me

Dear Stupid Dink Therapist In Clarksburg,
cc: Everyone Who Insisted I Listen To My Therapist and Keep Taking My Pills, Without Bothering To Listen To What Was Really Going On

Thank you all, again, SO MUCH, for the f*****g PTSD.

It really enriches my life. I thought autism and depression were enough, but that was before I experienced this richness. I NEEDED this.

It's particularly pleasant around this time of year.

Just wanted to take a moment to express my gratitude.

Sincerely,

Me, Who Is Not Dead Yet

PS-- Among other things that "Aspies" are perfectly capable of doing, like living without a chemical lobotomy, caring about other people, and raising a family, is THE USE OF SARCASM!! !!

I can't fault the rest of you. You were ignorant, acting from your ignorance, and possessed of the best of intentions. If I do occasionally wonder how effing stupid you had to be. A certain professional, however, knew exactly what she was doing, and was perfectly willing to sacrifice my life and that of a lot of other people just to satisfy the corrupt lawyer and keep raking in the kickbacks.

You lost your license, and I'm not dead yet. EAT THAT!! !!

Dear you

It would be nice if I could just make a short observation about the things I find difficult to do, without you telling me all the things I have to be grateful for. Saying that I find x difficult does not mean that I don't appreciate unrelated things. I do appreciate them, and I can also struggle in different areas simultaneously.

It would just be nice if you had listened, instead of cutting across me to remind me of how good I have it.

Me

Dear you

Well its been a year, and I hate you for what you did, but at least I have stopped hating myself.
I hope to stop feeling this way sooner rather than later, like anything though it will take time, so, I'll look forward to the day when I think of you and feel indifferent.

Me.