Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent

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A sacrifice for you and your brother. Not regretful, but sad I couldn't be more.

Dear Me,

I didn't think I would ever say this, but there is something for which I need to have a meltdown.


....Like, legitimately, I need to have a meltdown.
I didn't think I would ever say that, but I really do.

And that's probably the only time I will.

With regards,
Your Self

(....which is silly because I don't need to send regards as I am reading it while I'm writing. Ah well. )

Please can we sort things out

Dear forgotten friend,

After going through some old messages spanning back some years I was shocked to find yours. As I read them I almost cried. All I can say is I'm sorry I wasn't able to help you. I was hoping you could get help or at last pull through. You and me had a lot in common and as someone who was newly recovering I didn't want to get "triggered" into using again. When I look back it was a poor excuse since anything could "trigger" me in the real world but I didn't kbow better. It's too late to say I'm sorry so I guess I'm trying to forgive myself for leaving you when you need help the most. It's been a wild a hard journey and I wish someone had at least been there for you.

RIP

Your old friend

Dear me,

you're a prick. But you knew that already.

Cheers Moron.

Go ahead and call the police b***h, I am not turning my music down and the cops can break down my door if they feel threatened by guitar.

I was kinda doing OK till you came along. You just seemed so into me like no one ever has been. Your eyes and your hugs and your silly jokes.

What happened? What did I do wrong? Everything felt so good.

Now I've come back down again it's worse than it was before.

Please stop this. You're scaring me.

I just want you to be happy, and me to be happy, and everyone to be happy. Why can't that happen?

Why can't I have happiness? Why can't I have find stability? I just want to feel safe. That's all I want.

Please stop. I love you.

I don't want this. I can't do this.
None of us want this.
Stop it, for the love of God, for the love of everybody.
Please.

You're hurting me.

Last edited by Lillikoi on 01 Oct 2016, 9:09 pm, edited 1 time in total.

You sound delightful. Glad I don't live next to you. I hope they do call the police. Seriously turn your damn music down. You don't have any right to be antisocial. At least use headphones

lol

You don't see the big picture of what I have to deal with, I would not mind living next to you and respecting shared space. My neighbor is as bad as they come. I respect those who deserve respect. I have called the cops on her more then she has me and you know forgive me but I kind of lose respect when she is making this whole half of the building test positive for meth.

And yes I am delightful, nice to meet you

You can do this, fam. Go, self!
Weeeeee~

Lillikoi shall have strength! In dolphins and candy and turtles!

Huzzah!

I'm scared.

(((((Lillikoi)))))

In a non weird way

Thank you...

thanks a lot.

((((dcj))))

Dear moi,
You're gonna be okay.

....Or not.

Who knows really. One can't really know anything until it happens.

Yippee-ki-yay. Keep on truckin'.
'Cause, you never know what'll happen. Go and see what does!

s**t. I'm lonely.