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No, you didn't annoy me at all. I don't think it's a silly thing to worry about; it's natural to think about what could have been. But all we can really do is make the most of the situation we're in.

That sounds like fabric starting to tear, like a lot of hard work to create something is being undone, to what end?

f**k MY STUPID f*****g DUMB*SS, I AM SO TIRED OF GOD D*** s**t. I AM A f*****g IDIOT AND I JUST NEED TO f*****g NOT f*****g TALK

f**k

okay now thats out my system, yeah. How is everyone? lol

^I'm fine, except that it seems to be raining swear words.

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Please God...put me to sleep forever...do it right this time....

Going through Zopiclone/benzo withdrawals, I am a complete jittery mess. I cannot even speak clearly. Doctors and pharmacists are so f*****g useless, literally frauds. Zopiclone doesn't have withdrawals MY ASS. f**k you doctors, f**k all of you. Why are you all so god damn useless and incompetent? f**k. NEVER trust a doctor or a pharmacist

Screw my step-dad for yelling at me as aggressively as he did.

We had just one bottle of milk left, and it was only a quarter full.

By the time my mum made her coffee, the younger brothers and sisters had breakfasts, and I had a cup of milk, it would have been gone anyway.

So last night I left in in the cupboard by mistake, forgetting to put it back in the fridge. He yelled so loud it woke me up and others were also still asleep. No consideration or concern for others whatsoever.

He also demanded to my mum I go to the shops right in the morning to get some more. I'll admit, my mistake, but it was completely unnecessary to handle things so uncivilly. But that's usual of him - aggressive and harsh person.

Anyway, mum defended me in saying I can't go out alone (severe anxiety attacks) anyway.

This is what I'm sick of. He's aggressive, rude, disgusting behaved most of the time. No matter how bad leaving a quarter of milk out is, it's not the end of the world.

We had no milk left, yes, but there's always alternatives, something I tried dicussing with mum to sort out. I have my own Skim Milk and was willing to share that, willing to pay to replace the spoiled milk, the kids could have just had toast/fruit for breakfast, etc.

Besides, he's a hypocrite and had no right to criticize me for what I did, as he actually left his bag (which contains his wallet, money, bank card and all other important details) in the backyard all night, something far worse than some f*cking milk...This sh*t literally ruined my day, when it begun. It woke me up early, making me feel tired more, and hurt my feelings that they got so angry at me over that.

^Quick! Use magic to animate your furniture so they can chase him out of the house! [Diana Wynne Jones books are epic!]

If I'm Pagan, does that mean I don't have to go to school mass?

When people ask me how I'm doing, it's usually a formality or small talk, which means they don't really care, they just do it because they think it's polite. But it isn't! Especially when you ask me how I am, I bother to stop, look at you and start to respond, only for you to go back to talking to whoever you were talking to. If you just want to say hello, that's fine, but don't ask a f*****g question and then ignore the person answering you. It's incredibly f*****g rude. Neurotypicals decideed that pointless small talk and being "polite" is extremely important and force it upon everyone else who knows its a f*****g waste of time, then YOU discard it!? But if I don't engage in that crap, I'm doing the wrong thing...
f*****g. BS.
Play by your own stupid rules, or don't play at all and certainly don't get up someone else for not doing it.
But you know what this means? They realize it's meaningless. Yet, they still do it anyway. And I hate it when some random person walking past me on the street says "hey, how are you?"... even though they obvoiusly dont really give a s**t. The expected response is something a long the lines of "I'm fine, how are you?" Or maybe even just "I'm fine" because most of the time they don't answer back anyway. But it if feels like it would be considered rude to not ask someone how they are after they asked how you are, even in this situation.