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Dear You,

Why?

Me

Dear moi,

You are a human, with potential
and a life to live.

All things pass. Calm down. Don't give up.

Dear me,

You must be the best. You must be the best. You must be the best at what you're meant to be the best in. I have no room for failure, I need to get over it and improve. If life was a battlefield, I'd be dead. I also need to make sure I have good genes in order to continue my bloodline. So, bye bye fatty foods.

Sincerely,
Yourself

Dear you,

Get off my property.

Sincerely,
Me

Dear Mother,

I can't take it anymore. I want to lose weight and I'm not anorexic. I'm truly sorry for calling you a moron, but it was the only way I could get your attention.

Sincerely,
Me

Dear brother,

How could you hurt me like you did?

I loved you, you were the first person I learned how to love. I accepted so much crap so that we could have some kinda of future friendship down the road and you burned it all down. Dear brother what has happened to you to make you so cold? What have you seen that has left your heart so black? My love knew no limits, you taught them limits, but why? If you wanted to hurt someone fine, but why me? I was your friend, I hurt when you hurt after our dad beat you. I wanted to make it better, I didn't have anger when you did what you do, I wanted to understand. All I ever wanted was an apology, I offered so much even after you hurt me and you hurt me more. I don't know rather to hate you or feel sorry for you? You gave me black tears of death for life and when I think about the most painful thing in my life, I see your lifeless face watching me suffer in agony. How can you crack my heart so deep with such love and innocence?

PS I miss you, before you lost your mind,
Why can't we just be kids again,
Why did you have to hurt me?
You ruined my life,
Completely,
The life I wanted, gone,
Will you ever know what its like to almost do it,
To hurt so bad that there is no reason to live,
That is the feeling I get when I remember your face,
The sense of dread is unreal,
Those are words left unsaid when tears fall down my face,
I hate you but I hate you because I loved you so much,

People, people, people...


Why do I not help or compliment or even say positive things with a bright smile on my face?



Oh, well, sure... Actually I could... If you wish me to become pretentious! Go milk someone else's approval or hog.. Or something. I had enough with care and worry and sorrow since my late ongoing 2nd decade, so find someone else who'll grant you that!!

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Dear Lady of My Future,

As one hand ticks past another, my eyes wander off into the steady distance. The moonlight shines throughout the room. With hardly any life in sight, I dare to dream of what I do not have. Of course as I do so, you come to my mind. Separated by either one town or an entire ocean, we will end up as one in the end. Your delicate fingers engraved with my mark of love is so what I desire. Such time brings us closer.

Whether it be a place matching the beauties of Tallinn or one bearing resemblance to the horrors of Chicago, you will always be my home. It is neither a physical place nor an attitude, but a person it is. A person with a smile brighter than most, only to be lesser than her heart. I look forward to meeting you and watching love blossom. A fairy tale some may say, but true love I shall add.

Sincerely,
Me

Dear Human,

I want to understand you, but I don't know how?
Anytime I try to talk to you, you always push me away. I don't know why.

I just want to know why you do what you do. I don't want you to be unhappy, either.

Maybe, if you tried to understand me, and we could listen to each other, then maybe we could have a better relationship.

I'm not going to say that I'll forgive you for what you did, but it makes me sad. And makes me the most depressing of when you get angry is that you seem to be sad, and that you seem to regret it, and that you seem to be in pain.

And I'm sorry if I get angry and it seems like I'm being a jerk all the time, but there's only so much I can put up with when it comes to you. And I wish I could say sorry to anyone else that I have snapped at, but I am in pain. And I wish I could've done something a long time ago, because I thought you were a normal parent.

Whyyyyyyy? Why did I think that??
That's the most stupid s**t I've ever heard in my life.

I should have realized that you are not normal a long time ago and acted appropriately. But, I still think there's hope for our relationship.And I know-- and I've seen-- that you care.


(If you're gonna continue to be a ***** of course, then I can leave. )

I wanna talk to you, and I wanna try one more time, but I don't know how.

Dear Moi,

I wish I had a different brain. If I had a different brain, things would be much easier.

However, one can't change genetics.

hey, friend.

i can only imagine what you must be going through....and i mean that in the most literal way, because i really have no idea...perhaps that is for the best. and i'm afraid i can never know the full history there in order to form my own opinion...perhaps that is for the best, too.

i hope the dragon is not taking it too badly. i think you need this time off, you deserve it more than anyone.

see you when i see you. many hugs.

However, one can't change genetics.

I don't understand why seeing you makes me cry so much. Why do you matter? I don't understand.

Dear Progenitor,
You are not me.
You do not control me.
Your decisions are not my decisions.

I don't care what you say. Anything more after this, and I am DONE.
I can't do anything now.

But in two months, I don't have to live with you. I don't even have to talk to you anymore.

So if you want me to stay around, you'd better freakin' try.
Try to improve yourself.
Try to be a better person.

If not, well... you won't see me around.

Dear Family



Don't ever try to tell me how much you care for me
Don't ever try to tell me how you were there for me

&

I've got an empty feeling I won't be home today

Dear Progenitor,
I am trying one more time.
This is it.