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A grumble about my brain... its just not working the way I need it to, I'm making silly mistakes, and when I have to rectify them, my brain just freezes up and refuses to cooperate.

^Those first two things are not good for you, but the third is.

mebbe try some GABA then.

^ Its not available here, though I could just order some online.

Really though I just need a new brain, I wonder could I buy one online too .

Please keep the same brain; otherwise, you might change as a person--and not earn your Screen Name.

My mother agreed to do something for me this weekend, something that would alter her plans slightly and benefit me. Now, she is claiming to remember the conversation differently, and has accused *me* of misremembering. I never forget conversations, while she often does. I recited our exchange word-for-word, and still she denied it. Coincidentally, her 'forgetting' works in her favour. My family pull this s**t all the time. Why the f**k do NT's think they can up and change plans when it suits them, regardless of how much it screws up another person's week?

Can't stop thinking about suicide. It distracts me from everything I do.

I can't really be too much a part of this world.

There's at least one hypocrite in every bag of nachos.

feed it to the dog.

..or feed it back to this rant for safekeeping!

Gah.

I just spent the better part of an hour massaging sore wrists.
I massaged wrists and forearms even with my hands cramping up.

I get up to go to the bathroom, and I get asked for a "backrub with a happy ending."

Seriously? I just spent all that time rubbing your wrists, and you want another hour of massaging your back before we can have sex?
If you'd asked for a mutually satisfying sexual experience you'd have gotten an enthusiastic response.
But a back rub and a blowjob? That gives me 95% of the work and none of the sexual release, while you get 95% of the pleasure.

I shouldn't have to work for the privilege of sucking your cock.

You just made me feel like a paid sex worker instead of a beloved partner.

Oh, and when I came out of the bathroom and you were sitting on the couch with the mousepad resting over your package? That said quite clearly "never mind." It wasn't me that said no. It was that the way you requested it was all for you, and very little for me. Maybe that sounds selfish. Maybe from my perspective, you're the one that was being selfish.

I hate my life.

Every time I talk to my mother, she makes it an argument. I'm f*****g exhausted.

soon enough you'll be on your own.