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^Its human nature really. (To offload work)
I have to deliver bad news on behalf of my boss tonight, I hope they don't shoot the messenger, I have too much to do without dealing with this crud.

i think my antidepressants wore off now i only feel mild pleasure or nothing. doing anything to feel.have a week til doctor appointment.everything sucks

Most neurotypicals will never be able to understand what Asperger's is and they never will. It's so frustrating trying to explain my strengths and weaknesses and why I have such a difficult time with certain aspects of life and they just don't get it.

Lost his trust a long time ago when I didn't even know it and he wouldn't even tell me. And it doesn't matter what steps I do it will never be regained. But he still wants me, and then tells me being with me is not the best thing for him. It's like he's telling me I'm some sort of street drug for him or something.

having the feeling that this forum isn't good for me
many people on this forum talking about constantly having relations, sex, and other NT stuff; they have the same hobbies, listen to the same music as NT people, have the same diverse political views, same beliefs and so on
I don't fit in, posts don't fit it
need to search for the "crazy people forum"

When people in America discuss sterling as if its the Euro, it bugs me. People who constantly moan when no one is listening to them but ignorance here, is usually what happens when site defence is so slow on maintenance and people need a break from all the political bust ups and 'break even' BS. What goes around comes around and this site has had its fair few of come round's and banning people who aren't even to blame for anything like cross referencing which is surely not valid when the vast amounts of people using this site are continually coming up with new posts to suit their topic of interest. Something I don't have a problem with if a question has gone off topic enough or old enough to start another one. I thought this site was moving forwards, but it's with backwards statistics. I'd normally say ask another member for advice, but there'll probably be fireworks if you break up any status quo opposition.
If you can't cope with borderline repetition, then leaving may be the best answer.

When there are things that are seriously bothering me, I feel like at the bare minimum I should write it on here. But if this is happening such as if I am in extreme physical pain, I can't. I have a dream of where the happy person in me wants get out, have fun, think, and love. But if I can't use my body and if I am in a bad situation with no medical, that happy person can't get out and is poisoned by pain.

Well anyway, its no pain, no gain it seems.

I can pass this exam if it will only have the right questions on it.

I'm depressed and can't sleep.

DO NOT, BY ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, REGARDLESS OF WHO YOU ARE TO ME OR TO ANYONE: NEVER CONVINCE ME TO BE A SOCIAL CHAMELEON.
I WILL RIP MY HEART AND SOUL OUT IF I EVER BECOME ONE FOR I WILL NEVER BE TRUE TO MYSELF.



I don't want to be someone who keeps submitting because of this so-called ways of the world. Nor I don't want to be someone ruthless for justifying the same thing.
I don't want to be a prey, nor be a predator.
Do not force me to choose when I will, you will regret it.
Do not make me grant your wish, for the sake of yourself and those around you. Only my conscience stops me for attaining such. And I can never do your wish without being against myself, against my conscience.

I already have my way. Do NOT mistake me for an angst teen who whines that no one will understand.
I submit only by my wisdom, and never by cynical or submissive reasons like fear!!

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You are so full of it. All smiles and fake and full of crap, its all I can think of when you open your mouth.

I can't stand how various companies & corporations large and small often give me the run around as it relates to whether I'm hired or not. Seriously, if you wish not to hire a potential job candidate make it known don't just say," We'll get back to you" Yeah right as, that was months ago and the job posting is still there.

Just a couple hours with my parents and I'm in an anxiety spiral, and it took me a day to realize it.

Good news: I recently discovered an outstanding Canadian stop-animation program called "Wapos Bay".

Bad News: "Wapos Bay" has not been in production for several years, and I've already watched the final episode/movie.