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I wish my cat would just stfu. Her constant meowing is giving me a really bad headache.

Portugal will lose and Ronaldo will get his balls hijacked in front of a world arena. There is only so much proud arrogance I can take.

I really, really hate my life.

Ooops, my wish came true. Still the overall marginal result was not affected but had the backing of protesters.

The hatred and vitriol on this forum, and even worse the way they are enabled and encouraged by both well meaning people and the pot-stirring ones, will give me a f*****g ulcer. Time for a break

The difference between you and me, Mister Zero (this is an allias), is that when someone tells me to figure it out, I WILL figure it out.
YOU, on the other hand, whine your way up. Thinking that pouting would get you anywhere despite being more privileged, and supposedly smarter than I'm.

And YOU call me delusional because you thought such things I achieve for myself is impossible because you can't. Unless the entire city knows of my name, face, and my case of being in the spectrum, then your statements are invalid and just another whine-a-tone in my ears.
Too bad, with such attitude, I cannot help you. Unless you get to open your mind, or make things easy for yourself and learn than whine your worries away.

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I live in a flat with paper thin walls. There is NO WAY my neighbour is not aware that their SUBWOOFER can be heard in EVERYONE else's flats. It's midnight. Do they think others are enjoying their secondhand noise pollution? Do they not realise other people want to sleep? Maybe others have to be up in the morning, even though they have no life? It's obvious they do know it is disturbing others, just don't care because they're selfish, inconsiderate, arrogant, and borderline sociopathic in their disregard for other people. They think only of themselves. That is evident by the fact that they are PLAYING A SUBWOOFER IN A FLAT AT MIDNIGHT.
There is no other explanation. Screw these people and this place, I am so moving out of here.
Argh that kind of base inconsideration just gets my goat.

Lately I keep going through these phases of thinking I've found someone more similar to me than they are. Now I know what you might be thinking. It's lucky to find someone you can relate to at all. You'd be right about this. However, it's still isolating when the deeper you go the more that the common ground seems to erode. When this person that at first made you feel less alone in the world ultimately reminds you of how alone you are.

That's not to say I don't appreciate these people. It's not their fault I'm destined to be on my own. But it's just frustrating. Most don't know what it's like to be this consistently strange and alien. Especially when it's not just in big ways, but in a seemingly infinite sea of smaller differences too. The result is feeling like some kind of fraud of a human being. A visitor to Earth incapable of assimilation yet without another home to go to.

Gender doesn't change the outcome. I've had enough friends of both genders to know that's the case. There are no more illusions in my mind that it's going to be different the next time because it's a guy, girl, we share this interest, or that, etc.

Some just aren't meant to have companionship. I'm not looking for anyone to prove me wrong on this. I'd rather just be alone then indulge that fantasy anymore.

I always think it is so strange that the things about most NTs that I can't stand such as their inconsistency, vagueness, reliance on assumptions, and preferences for fewer details is also what a lot of NTs hate about other NTs. If they hate it as much as I do, why do so many of them still operate on these traits? As much as a lot of NTs brush us off, they don't realize how much they could learn from us.

Most people who are smart, waste time stating or implying they're not, when they are, so for everyone's sake, I wish they would take more time to reflect on the status quo they're referring to and engaging themselves into, when consorting for time and better resources.

Imaginary sex is my world on a G string.. right now.

I wish some people would quit thinking I'm single minded in terms of marketable job skills

Another day reminds me that with every breathe I take, I bring more shame to myself and those around me. I know the best thing to do is end this s**t but I don't because I am selfish and I don't care about those around me. Why is suicide selfish? Its more selfish to live to me. Even if suicide made all those haters happy, I want to live for me. I'll never be more then I am cause I am loser and will probably burn even more bridges in the future but damn I enjoy being alone and playing Doom too much to put a bullet in my head.

So using this logic, all those that hate me for good reason can go to hell. Yes they are justified to hate me and I'll probably burn for being such a terrible person but f**k all that s**t, thats tomorrow, for the time I have today I am doing what I want to do.

I want this cow to burn..



An appalling vendetta from the ice maiden who's no iron maiden any of us want to see again! Hail Theresa May.

I hate autism, I hate everything about it, it has ruined my life completely. I wonder why I even function as well as I do, I feel like an idiot most days and I am. I am such a piece of s**t. I don't think my self esteem can get worse. My life is complete crap and honestly I think it would have been better if I was just f*****g comatose and didn't even know I was in the world because I would have done less damage to those around me that way. Instead I am this half functioning piece of s**t, I am the definition of low life scum. I can't think any lower of myself then I do now.

Burn autism in the lowest level of hell,

I live only to play computer games and get stoned because thats how much of a piece of s**t I am. I failed at everything else, I had one f*****g job and I screwed it up. It wasn't suppose to go like this, I was doing good in college and then my life fell apart because I can't function around people.

Everywhere I go there is destruction, I wish I was dead but thats reality talking and I don't live in reality so I dodge that bullet and just play some more Skyrim because if I am going to be a piece of s**t, I am going to enjoy it. I am going to live out the further level of being a bum. I ain't doing s**t for the rest of my f*****g life, I have giving up, I am not a part of this world.