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Well damn, this was very true and to the point,

Nothing lost.
You have deconstructed sushi in a bowl.
Who says you have to follow the norm?

Oh, God.
I hope I die soon.
f**k this s**t.
What's the point of any if it?

I had a crappy stressful vacation and being back home doesn't help my mood at all! I still want to kill myself! And I just learned that my brothers girlfriend has been trying to connect with me and be my friends for years and I have not noticed. I always thought she hated me and was being subtly rude to me so I avoided her. I feel like a jerk!

Anxiety, panic attack, anxiety, panic attack... La Da Dee

The wind of nastiness blows hard on the forum right now. Time for another break.

It seems that people in general are relentlessly cruel to lonely people.

I don't know. I think I will be okay, but I don't know. I think I can try, but I don't know.

I think things will be all right, but I don't know? I think I will make it, but I don't know?!

I don't know anything?? I don't understand? I don't understand anything??

I try so hard to be positive, but sometimes I just can't?
I'm sorry, I just-- uuuuuh. I wanna cry. I don't know what to do.

I don't know anything.
I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I don't know anything at all. I don't understand.







...I can't do this anymore. I don't know what to do, I don't know who to talk to, I don't know if there's anyone I can talk to, bluh.

Maybe I should leave this here, go write a big thing, and make that a thing. That sounds like a good idea.

....Welp, that'll be a while. But I think it shall help.

^ you can do it.
You can make it.
One day
One moment
At a time.
That's how you do it.

Those two three letter words make me want to VOMIT.
And cry
And shake
Do NOT use those words
I don't know how many times I've said it.
Have asked.
I'm sick of it.
I am not a female
In any sense of the word.

I seriously have had enough of myself. Each time i open my noise hole only shit spews forth.

Im done. Tired of only succeeding in making myself out to be a fool because of my complete inability to say anything of merit. Or of even comprehension for that matter.

Im a dickhead, and my mouth should be welded shut with a pen shoved in my neck. NEVER has anyone made me so sick to my stomach than myself.

WHY... DOES... THIS... SITE... SUCK...

Goes down - use proxy - works - goes down with proxy - use without proxy - works - site goes down again - back to proxy - works - goes down with proxy again - down for several minutes - comes back without proxy - logs me out

f**k YOU WRONG PLANET (The server not the people, no intent to break rules)

You hate me because you can't influence me.

Suck to be you then.



If I were the boss, I could've fired you. Since our boss is aware of your insubordination, and your attempts (no, you already HAVE) of influencing others, you're a lucky fat bastard who gotten away because she's too soft.

I WILL protect her. Against you, you sociopathic shite. Even if I go all-out against you and abuse the power of social connections just to get you away from potential victims of YOU.

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I hate being alone but I can't stand the majority of people even the ones online. I feel relieved to have disabled my FB account and with my other account only share with a few understanding nonjudgmental friends. Even though I'm being negative it feels like within recently everyone is being negative and extremely vicious in the most insane ways. I had to literally take pictures down that were offensive to friends who saw these same pictures years ago. I'm not pragmatic enough to censor myself to the point that I can't express my true self. This went on for so long and I tried but I failed as a "friend", then again I don't really remember the majority of anyone being a friend or the least bit supportive as I was to them. As they say, "No good deed goes unpunished." I feel a little relief but I have trust issues to the point that I have had friend requests on my other account by the same people who come across as extremely fanatical to the point that I'm actually a little afraid.