Dear you,
I miss you, you were the one that got away. I regret ever letting that happen.
I miss your kindness. I miss your desire to grow as a person, and your desire to see me grow as well. I miss the way you would say "kiss me like you mean it." I miss the way you would look at me with the most caring eyes. I miss the times when I worked from home at night, and you would come over and stay up all night because we didn't want a moment to pass by without being together. I miss the feeling of comfort and protection that you always gave me. I miss being able to share my deepest thoughts and feelings with you, without being judged. Everyone pales in comparison to you, my sweet friend. You were an exceptional friend, and I still think about you all the time.. even years later. You made me feel like a real woman. For the first time, I felt like a woman who loved her man.
I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for letting you move to another state without telling you I didn't want you to go. I didn't want you to go! And I didn't know that you wanted to hear me say that.. I just thought I was supporting you. I couldn't let myself be the reason why you didn't pursue your dreams. I'm sorry for everything.
Love,
Me
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-Diagnosed Asperger's