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I love how mellow Clonazepam makes me feel, especially after I haven't taken it for a while. Total absence of stress and anxiety, so relaxed I could just float away like a dandelion seed in the wind.

Probably wouldn't be into raves, but if I knew where one was I'd buy some drugs and leave. sh***y atmosphere, awesome chemicals...

1. Evening. Soothing, calming, bathe me in it.
2. My brain when it's properly fed, rested, and mildly stimulated.
3. Rain.
4. Warm bath.
5. Not starving.

I have a warm comfy queen sized bed to sleep in tonight.

FIRE EMBLEM FATES!! !! ...and kittens.

Good book,Tea,Walk down the road,Occasional strategy game,Good Documentary and I also second the kittens

Going celibate was probably one of the best decisions I ever made. Haven't been in a real relationship nor had sex since July 2010, so forgoing this sort of thing isn't really a problem at all. It's impossible to navigate life because I'm stupid and pursuing relationships is really exhausting...too difficult to strike up a conversation or meet people, and no one is really willing to try long-distance relationships so the easiest thing to do is to just give it up. Just another rat race that I don't really want to be part of.

I'm almost done editing my book! Hopefully I can eat lunch outside today if it isn't too cold.

Finally got medication that works (so far). The psychiatrist I was seeing before nearly killed me with the meds he prescribed (confirmed by the hospital, they almost stopped my heart) so I won't be going to that place anymore.

(My) cats!
Home.
Home alone.
Alone time.
X files.
Mulder.
TV series.
Music.
Mystery books. Reading them in bed.
Science/humanities books.
Light coke.
Cranberry juice, apple juice, orange juice, grapes juice, multivit juice, pineapple juice.
Cookies.
Dim lights.
MUSIC.

room to myself. sister out of the house.
pizza. muffins.
cuddles with the GF at the art show at night, when everyone but the staff has left.
over a year with her now. no bumps on the road yet. so happy.
watchign strangely mesmerizing short films with her.
quesadillas, apple cider, brownies.
vinesauce.
a sudden creative burst.
new paint, painted a sculpture (bust) i made.
getting more familiar with electron transport chins in photosynthesis.
my amateur claymation shorts are slowly getting better as i get more familiar with my characters and know their limits and bendability.
saw my old chemistry teacher.


it was a good day. would repeat.

I have a couple walks scheduled this week with a walking group. It's always fun walking with them and helps to unwind after work. Other than that, hibernation deserves a rave.

i appreciate our corner store's delicious cheese selection, practically every kind can melt wonderfully and makes for excellent cheesy goodness.

A really hot bath. So hot it hurts.

Happy my best friend is back

i'm happy my best friend is also back.