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Lets have a bucket of truth here,

I don't know how my mom would consider shutting the door cause, I did not care to have her act in an obsessive -compulsive manner by checking my garbage to see if I've actually consumed food is completely absurd.For crying out loud I'd never starve myself, as my state of mind is not that messed up. My mom has never been able to see that she acts in such a way though my sister and other persons have noticed this behavior pattern for years. Just like the notion that my mom has that drinking wine does not whatsoever make you a drunkard(buzzer sounds).Actually, you can be drunk from such depending upon the volume of wine you drink in a 24hr period i.e. drinking a whole bottle of wine in a day.Anyways, I'm doing my best to get Joan Crawford off my back.

I remember coming back into happiness in the late September of 2009 after being in a cynical state for two and a half years. It felt very strange.

I thought that I was in love with the English Bobby since I was 4 only to find out last year around this time, that it was Sgt. Schultz that I was in love with all that time.

AAAAARGH, meltdown.

RAWR. Grrrrrr.

Can't stop scratching myself and it hurts.

Wanna stop, but can't.
NYARRR, rip things to shreds, I am meltdown monster.

I feel iced-in, waiting for the world to resume activity since the un-Happy Holidays.

A good man would melt your heart.

Just enjoy the peace and quiet while it lasts.

Aw, a good man already melts my heart every time I look at whoever that is.

Reading about itching and scratching makes me itch!

People are always hypocritical (including myself at times). This seems to be a huge failure of humanity , that we can't put ourselves into an outsider's perspective.

Humans still suck, no matter how highly we have evolved....

Remember:
If people are being cruel, then people kept telling you that you have no right to be cruel, then you have more than a right to be cruel. Go on see their contextual and cultural justifications over and over regardless of the point, they think they're right because they thought the world thinks so.

That's just how far the majority can get to -- the bubble that everyone thinks that all people are in and supposed to be in it. When in reality, they miss a LOT and refuses to see beyond it. Then those who don't, or CAN'T are assumed to be close minded, immature, or scared.


I wonder, just how hopeless are humans are...? How long it'll take for them to get past through the illusions and the need for it?

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I want to smash my neighbor's guitar and his f*****g amp. If he's gonna practice that thing he should at least get some damn headphones.

I had a neighbor who played his stupid drums practically all day. He had some absolutely awful music playing and he couldn't keep a beat to save his life.

Goddamn it......Have 8 people downstairs as one of the flatmates made dinner, was invited down, went down, immediately went outside... Cant handle it so came back up to my room. Barely said a word other than for peeps to help themselves to whatever they like... Started trembling, shut down.... FFS, can i not just handle it for one evening without looking like a ding ball!