Dear you,
The day you had a stroke was the worst day my life changed for life. Things hasn’t been the same and wished I could just turn back time to prevented this from happening to you, but there’s nothing I could have done or reversed it. Why did it have to be you? Some days I want to express this to you, even though you tell me to talk to about everything, this one I find extremely difficult to express since your the one going through it and I have to be the one that is strong for you.
Having to give up and changing some of things I used to do. It has been rather challenging. It was rather that than losing you and regretting never being spend another day with you.
I still hope for the day you become yourself again and be able to do things you used to be able to. But I guess it’s a very long shot or probably never.
Sometimes I wondered why not me instead of you?
Anyways just hope you don’t read this.
![Crying or Very sad :cry:](./images/smilies/icon_cry.gif)
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