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I am high again

Feels like I have been down this road before but its okay, I only have four left and I am certainly not going to sober when I burn bridges and make it impossible for people to contact me and if they do, they can go to hell

Everyone I know had nearly 27 years to love me and they didn't so I doubt they are going to start now. If they call me now, they just want to control and twist and lie and manipulate to get me to be a part of the drama. I don't trust them

I care too much and loved everyone that hates me for years, no more

I'm so sick of people telling me that I need to shower daily when I already do!

It's freaking hot here in Hell, I mean Australia.

So people see me in the mid afternoon at work and expect me to smell like I just stepped out of the shower.

I stepped out of the shower 8 hours ago so don't expect me to smell like I stepped out 5 minutes ago.

They say "you need to shower daily" Well duuuuuh! Thank you captain obvious! I've never heard of that before!

Then they say "you need to wear deodorant". Thanks again captain obvious! I've already put on deodorant 5 times today!

Maybe if they're stupid pointless dresscode didn't say I have to wear suit pants and a button up shirt I wouldn't get as hot and then I wouldn't stink as much!

It's a 40 degree day and they make me dress like it's winter and they act surprised that I sweat.

This business style clothing originated in England and was not designed for the Australian climate. So why do businesses in Australia want us to wear this stuff?

Anyway, sweat only pools on skin that is not exposed to the air. On skin that is covered the sweat pools more a more until stinky bacteria grows in it.

On skin that is not covered the sweat evaporates after about 10 seconds so the stinky bacteria doesn't have time to grow.

Western culture needs to go back to Europe, I'd rather dress like aborigine!

I'm restless and my heart is aching (not very badly)
In periods I feel like this almost every day, parts of the day, like when I have nothing to do.

Something I've noticed only recently is that when I'm in that state I tend to want to escape it by having fun (being playful, flirtatious )

I can't give unconditional love. How could I? I haven't received it myself

^Thank you, you beautiful thing

(I'm glad your mom wants to seperate in a friendly way. I think she will be there if you should ever change your mind)

I will never go back to my mother (I felt unwell writing that, so I deleted it)
I knew I wouldn't survive with her. I saw it as a good possibility I wouldn't survive without her.
If I didn't have Anne, I'm pretty sure I would go under.

Religion is just an excuse unmarried people use to avoid sex.

Only people from Spain or are descended from Spaniards are Spanish. Spanish people are white. Hispanic is a term that means that someone speaks Spanish as his/her first language. Latino, or sometimes Latin, in the States, designates people from Latin America; in Europe, people native to Italy, Spain, Portugal, France, etc. are dubbed Latins.

Most Latin Americans aren't fully descended from Spaniards, so calling them Spanish would be erroneous. Mexicans do not speak Mexicans, just as Americans don't speak American.

I am happy that, while "Hispanic" was professionally called a race, now is classified as an ethnicity, although that is also erroneous and misleading.

Most people from Latin America are Mestizo. This means that they are partially descended from Spaniards (white) and partially from Native Americans/American Indians/Amerindians.

But it doesn't stop there. There are also black and Asian Latin Americans.

People of Main Street, please expand your minds.

You deserve all the crap that's happened to you, cousin. After all you've done to me, I'd say it's just karma comming back to bite you in the butt.

Now stop bothering me and my mom so we dan get back to our lives, and stop emotionally draining your mom, k?

A friend of mine is trying to buy some food stamps for $10, she wants to borrow the money until wednesday and I said no cause I don't want to get involved in people's crap and that is completely ignoring the fact that its fraud.



The problem is I feel very guilty for saying no, I feel bad actually. I mean she is on drugs, she should have the responsibility to buy her own food and she also sells her food stamps for drugs so yeah. I don't know, I just can't help but feel I should help her cause even if its a bunch of bull s**t and it is, I see through that. It doesn't necessarily mean this woman should starve.

See these are the depressing decisions I have to make on a daily up in here